Sunday, January 24, 2016

็พๅœจใฎ้Ÿณๆฅฝใ‚ธใƒฃใƒณใƒซ (Current Music Genres)

I was never been into J-Pop and K-Pop all these years, I even underestimated their music because I basically don't understand what they were changchingchong about. Please don't get offended. I was always into western songs like Paramore, Arctic Monkeys, Against The Current, and etcetera (oh and Taylor Swift). Yeah yeah I know, I have been watching animes and I enjoyed their awesome soundtracks (as in SAO, Fullmetal Alchemist, Gintama, Psycho Pass, Haikyuu!!, Tokyo Ghoul, etc) but I've never paid much attention to them as well as the western one. But hell yeaah, this last few months, I found out that their music are soooo dope!! I don't know whether it was because, in my opinion, western songs don't make any sense these days (and some music videos are considered inappropriate, you know) that somehow it kinda made me cringe for some reason. Or was it because I am currently learning Japanese and Korean? I don't know which one.

Some rookies group really caught my attention like Monsta X(๋ชฌ์Šคํƒ€์—‘์ŠคTrespass!!), Twice, and BTS, even though some old groups are still getting their own place. Their music are so good for dancing (I am so stiff, I can't dance) and their styles are pretty different like... so many colors here and there while the other are so manly themed but still cute idk. Even though I prefer the one in a form of band, like Day6 (as in their song, "Congratulations", pretty much caught feelings). Ahhaha omg I sounded like a Kpopers. Laughing so hard. oMG WHY.

For J-Pop I am currently got my heart attached with ONE OK ROCK and SPYAIR, the fact that they produced a really great music and the music videos are awesome.  And, I mean how could I resist their vocalist and bassist and drummer and guitarist?! I was looking forward to some Youtube videos in Japanese and I discovered both Japanese Rock Bands and clicked their dope MVs. And I was like... "Hey, I thought I've heard this song somewhere.", exactly, animes. The first thing that crossed my mind when I listened to ONE OK ROCK's was "Is it Japanese band? Hmm.. or is it Sleeping with Sirens? All Time Low? *japanese lyric showed up* nah, it is J-pop.", their songs are mostly combined the eigo and nihongo perfectly, I could say that the pronunciation is almost perfect (They even reached 54M in "The Beginning" MV!). And it is even crazier that they sound better live than in the recordings. How can I not realized them earlier, duh... I was listening to Rockin' Out and amazed by how the MV was made, and then I jumped to Samurai Heart an OST for Gintama, to Imagination(ใ‚คใƒžใ‚ธใƒใƒผใ‚ทใƒงใƒณ) which is the OST for Haikyuu, and I jumped to ็พ็Šถใƒ‡ใ‚ฃใ‚นใƒˆใƒฉใ‚ฏใ‚ทใƒงใƒณ (Genjou Destruction), and the list goes on. Good job Japan, you never failed to amaze me. To be honest...it was so hard for me to decide which MV shall I pick for this post. Their music and videos are just...amazing. So.. here it is my current new addiction.


Tuesday, January 19, 2016

ๆš‡ใคใถใ—!


็š†ใ•ใ‚“ใ“ใ‚“ใฐใ‚“ใฏ!็งใงใ™~!(้œ€่ฆใ˜ใ‚ƒใชใ„)
ไธŠใฎใ‚ฟใ‚คใƒˆใƒซใฎใ‚ˆใ†ใซ~ๆš‡ใคใถใ—ใŒใ‚ใ‚‹ใฎใง、็งใฏๆ—ฅๆœฌ่ชž็ทด็ฟ’ใ—ใพใ™ใญ。ใƒฉใƒณใƒ€ใƒ ใชใ‚‚ใฎใ‚’ๆ›ธใใพใ™! ็ฌ‘

ๆœ€่ฟ‘ใซๆฏŽๆ—ฅใฏ、็งใฏ้ฃŸในใ‚‹ใจใ、ๅญฆๆ กใงใจใ、ๅฎถใงใจใ、ใƒใ‚นใงใจใ、ใจใ„ใ‚ใ„ใ‚ใจใใฏๆ—ฅๆœฌ่ชžๅ‹‰ๅผทใ—ใพใ™ใ‚ˆ。ๆฏŽๆ—ฅใงใ™。ใชใœใ ใ„? ็งใ‚‚็Ÿฅใ‚Šใพใ›ใ‚“ใญ、ใใ‚ŒใฏใŠใ‚‚ใ—ใ‚ใ„ใงใ™ใญ!ใใ‚Œใฏ้›ฃใ—ใ„ใ ใ‘ใฉ、ใ‚ˆใ้ ญ็—›ใ‚’ๆ„Ÿใ˜ใพใ™。ใใ—ใฆ、ๅฏ„ใ‚Šๅคšใใฎๅ‹‰ๅผท、็งใฎ้–“้•ใ„ใ‚’็Ÿฅใฃใฆใ„ใพใ™。(ใ“ใ‚Œใ‚‚้–“้•ใฃใฆๅฏ่ƒฝๆ€งใŒ!)ใใฎ็›ดๅพŒ、ๅค–ๅ›ฝไบบๅ‹้”ใซ็งใŒ่จ€ใฃใŸใ“ใจใ‚’่ฆšใˆใฆใ„ใพใ™。「ใชใ‚“ใง?!」ใจใฆใ‚‚ๆฅใšใ‹ใ—ใ„ใงใ™。

ใจใ“ใ‚ใง、ใชใœ็Œซใฎๅ†™็œŸใŒใ‚ใ‚Šใพใ™ใ‹?「ใชใ‚“ใ ใฃใ‘。。。」็Ÿฅใ‚‰ใชใ„ใ‚‚。ใˆใƒผใจ。。。็ŒซใŒๅฅฝใใ ใ‹ใ‚‰!ใ‚ใชใŸใฏ、ๅฅฝใใชใฎ? ็งใฏ็Œซใฎๅฅฝใใชใ“ใจใŒใตใ‚ใตใ‚ใจใ‹ใ‚ใ„ใ„ใงใ™.็งใฏ็Œซใ‚’ๆœฌๅฝ“ใซๆŒใฃใฆ็—›ใ„ใงใ™ใŒ、ไธก่ฆชใŒๅๅฏพใ—ใฆใ„ใพใ™。ใ ใ‹ใ‚‰、็ŒซใŒๆŒใฃใฆใ„ใพใ›ใ‚“。ไฝ•ใ‹ใƒšใƒƒใƒˆใ‚’ๆŒใฃใฆใ„ใŸใ„ใงใ™ใ‘ใฉ。็งใฎ้ญš、ใ‚ฆใ‚ตใ‚ฎ、ใ‚ฏใƒญใ‚ณใƒ€ใ‚คใƒซ、ใƒใƒ ใ‚นใ‚ฟใƒผใŒใ‚‚ใ†ๆญปใ‚“ใงใ„ใพใ—ใŸ。ๆ‚ฒใ—ใ„~ ใ„ใ‚ใ„ใ‚ใƒšใƒƒใƒˆใ‚’ๆŒใฃใฆใ„ใŸใ„ใงใ™。(ใชใœ็งใฎไปฃใ‚ใ‚Šใซใƒšใƒƒใƒˆใซใคใ„ใฆๆ›ธใใพใ—ใŸ?)

ๅญฆๆ ก?ๅญฆๆ กใŒใฉใ†ใงใ™ใ‹?ๅญฆๆ กใŒ。。。ใ„ใคใ‚‚ใฎใ‚ˆใ†ใซ。ใใ‚Œใ‚’ใ—ใฃใฆใ„ใพใ—ใŸใญ~็งใฏใใ‚Œใซใคใ„ใฆ่ฉฑใ™ๅฟ…่ฆใฏใ‚ใ‚Šใพใ›ใ‚“。ใงใ‚‚、ๆ—ฅๆœฌๅคงๅญฆใƒฒใชใ‚ŠใŸใ„ใงใ™!ใใฎใŸใ‚、้ ‘ๅผตใ‚Šใพใ™!!็ฌ‘
ใใ‚Œใ˜ใ‚ƒ~ใพใŸ

Sunday, January 10, 2016

Serenity Radiance


Have you ever wondered
About the howling wind
Whistling sound encircles the horizon
Alpha and omega waves
Embrace soothing heats
Weeping thunder in a form of rains
And the metaphors within
And all above
Are for the beauty of wanderlust


[10.1.2016-2.28am]

Saturday, January 09, 2016

Conspiracy Theories

"The fact that some infinite number of parallel universes are exist. That we also have to accept the fact that there is no greater number of infinite number and its relevancy. And the concept of infinity itself is beautiful."


Sometimes I still don't understand the origin of life itself. How some people naturally built their own circles and their circles connected to another circle within their bigger circles. Somehow, it reminds me to the Theory of Parallel Universe, the possibilities and paradoxes that we might live in a multiverse. The complication and its mindblowing scientific facts. That there could be another universe with uncountable groups of galaxy superclusters. The fact that some infinite number of parallel universes are exist. That we also have to accept the fact that there is no greater number of infinite number and its relevancy. And the concept of infinity itself is beautiful on its own.

However, we can't separate it with the existency of Fermi Paradox; the apparent contradiction between high estimates of the probability of the existence of extraterrestrial civilization and humanity's lack of contact with, or evidence for, such civilizations. The possibility that there could be another civilization inside or outside our tiny Milky Way Galaxy. Exactly, and Drake Equation. Or that we should accept, that we are, the human, are the only civilization. The possibility that we might be the alien of our own planet. Smaller than the smallest atomic units. That we live in this entire massive universe itself(despite the fact that there possibly a multiverse), all alone.

Why am I thinking about this. My head. I might get aneurysms.

Friday, January 01, 2016

2015; not as a number

"I see people as a flower garden with a golden pot at the end of the rainbow, they seemed as if they are always happy and full of joy outside; and some other is a wrecked ship who survives through a lot of pain and tears, who screaming out of their lungs in silent for a help without even letting others know that they need one."


Assalamu'alaikum, may peace be upon you!
First thing first, I want to thank everyone who gave so many life experiences and contributed in my "2015" chapter with so many beautiful memories and lessons throughout the year. I also really appreciate everyone who sticks with me until now and understands the good and the bad in me. I am sorry that I've always been annoying and freak almost all the time. All gratitude for Allah, for the endless blessings and beautiful life, family, and friends. Alhamdulillah. I feel so bad that I still am a bad servant, a bad Muslim for everyone. I want to thank everyone who shares their life, cooking recipes(and its pictures! and vanilla's (cat) pictures sleeping all day long!), advises about life or my future education, and also those who helped me in learning new languages as Japanese, French, Russian, and Korean. You guys have inspired me so much, even though probably you don't read this post but I'll still mention it anyway. Good luck for everything and the future. Oh! I also want to thank someone who indirectly helps me learn about Islam even deeper more than I used to know before, you probably don't expect this, and no, I wouldn't be bored by the questions anyway. May Allah makes it easier for you and I hope you will see the light soon. Thanks for those who leave comments and follow this nonsense blog, I really appreciate that! Whoa... it sounds like a Grammy award speech hahaha. I probably also did hurt people by my mean words and sarcasm, I am sorry okay? I said that with a full honesty though Hahaha kidding. No, I mean it.

So many things happened last year and it took me a year to finally understand why some events occurred and somehow I just realized the relations between one to another from a person to another person. And I don't regret any single failures and mistakes that exist, it shaped me for what I am today. It helps me learn to understand different characters and personalities each people have and it will always be. I see people as a flower garden with a golden pot at the end of the rainbow, they seemed as if they are always happy and full of joy outside; and some other is a wrecked ship who survives through a lot of pain and tears, who screaming out of their lungs in silent for a help without even letting others know that they need one. But, even the "flower garden" type always have their wrecked and dark side, while the "wrecked ship" type basically prefers to hide their rainbow and flower garden somewhere deep inside their hearts. And every single one of them is beautiful for the way they are. Society sucks, don't let them tell you otherwise. I believe that everyone ever felt an emptiness at least once, just remember that cherry blossoms await in the future. Anyway, welcome 2016.