Friday, January 01, 2016

2015; not as a number

"I see people as a flower garden with a golden pot at the end of the rainbow, they seemed as if they are always happy and full of joy outside; and some other is a wrecked ship who survives through a lot of pain and tears, who screaming out of their lungs in silent for a help without even letting others know that they need one."


Assalamu'alaikum, may peace be upon you!
First thing first, I want to thank everyone who gave so many life experiences and contributed in my "2015" chapter with so many beautiful memories and lessons throughout the year. I also really appreciate everyone who sticks with me until now and understands the good and the bad in me. I am sorry that I've always been annoying and freak almost all the time. All gratitude for Allah, for the endless blessings and beautiful life, family, and friends. Alhamdulillah. I feel so bad that I still am a bad servant, a bad Muslim for everyone. I want to thank everyone who shares their life, cooking recipes(and its pictures! and vanilla's (cat) pictures sleeping all day long!), advises about life or my future education, and also those who helped me in learning new languages as Japanese, French, Russian, and Korean. You guys have inspired me so much, even though probably you don't read this post but I'll still mention it anyway. Good luck for everything and the future. Oh! I also want to thank someone who indirectly helps me learn about Islam even deeper more than I used to know before, you probably don't expect this, and no, I wouldn't be bored by the questions anyway. May Allah makes it easier for you and I hope you will see the light soon. Thanks for those who leave comments and follow this nonsense blog, I really appreciate that! Whoa... it sounds like a Grammy award speech hahaha. I probably also did hurt people by my mean words and sarcasm, I am sorry okay? I said that with a full honesty though Hahaha kidding. No, I mean it.

So many things happened last year and it took me a year to finally understand why some events occurred and somehow I just realized the relations between one to another from a person to another person. And I don't regret any single failures and mistakes that exist, it shaped me for what I am today. It helps me learn to understand different characters and personalities each people have and it will always be. I see people as a flower garden with a golden pot at the end of the rainbow, they seemed as if they are always happy and full of joy outside; and some other is a wrecked ship who survives through a lot of pain and tears, who screaming out of their lungs in silent for a help without even letting others know that they need one. But, even the "flower garden" type always have their wrecked and dark side, while the "wrecked ship" type basically prefers to hide their rainbow and flower garden somewhere deep inside their hearts. And every single one of them is beautiful for the way they are. Society sucks, don't let them tell you otherwise. I believe that everyone ever felt an emptiness at least once, just remember that cherry blossoms await in the future. Anyway, welcome 2016.

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