a hot marshmallow

Emir Mahira : Behel Keceku :*

2012-01-09T03:11:00.000-08:00

Itu judulnya. abaikan aja ya~
Hayooo siapa yang EMD disini? aku.. ye-_-
Njaman yaa ni bocah satu yang mukanya sebenarnya imut, gak terlalu ganteng(Mir, aku jujur lho ya-_-), tapi dia superkece, keren, charming, aaa oke, abaikan fans labilmu ini.
Nggak tau Emir? Nih, aku kasih foto-fotonya yang superkece, apalagi pake behelnya itu :B hahaha

Nah, ini filmnya yang kedua.. Superkece B)

nah ini film pertamanya, Garuda Di Dadaku. Tapi jujur aja ya, dia masih culun dan cupu banget di film itu. But, overall, he is super cool deh B) belum kece lu mir disini, haha -_-

nah.. ini.. keren kan keren kan B)

si behel._.

ehh tante ;;) *plakk

fotonya kecil ah-_-

Haha, tau kann? B) Sekarang dia lagi di Singapore. Take care aja deh yaa mir, cepet balik ke Indonesia terus ketemu gue, haha. Keep sikap polosmu itu yaa (/o\)

Oh yaa, followback gue kalau liat post ini @febbyaurora_ :B haha, ini namanya looking for opportunities in the narrowness B) wessehh~~

"Banyak-banyak minum susu dan jangan lupa sikat gigi malam ya :D " - @wolfhorschelle

Junk Food : As Advertising vs. As Received

2012-01-09T02:32:00.000-08:00

HELLO 2012! HELLO WORLD!

I know it's too late-_-
Hehe... I'm sorry i can't post anything about my 2012 party, maybe i'll tell you in the next post.

Okayy! Let's talk about junk "delicious" food. lol

I bet you like these food right? Unless you're vagetarian. Well, same as me and other children and teen. I love junk food too (uh, i don't like call the "JUNK" because they're delicious!) I loveee buy burger, hotdog, and tacos by drive thru. You know what, sometimes I'm too busy too out of the car, waiting in the line, then order food, wait, pay, and go. Ohh no... no... no... I don't do this, my parents do. I'm also not too busy actually, I just making it up lol.

I drool-_- when there are ads about tasty but unhealthy food in television. OMG! Really... they're looks very BIG! Delicious! and... makes me full :D nyiahaha. Want? Just call 14*45 #eh-_- haha, oke itu sensor yaa ceritanyaa. As what I said before, junk food is tasty but unhealthy. Everyone knows that. Some of them become obese, irregular eating patterns, unhealthy lifestyles, and so on. But they still eat these food. They just don't care anymore with their weight and health. Ohh God, but... why I'm still skinny huh? Why I don't get bigger even I've eat these food, drink coke, not exercising, sleep too much. Yeahh, I confess to you. Really. Am I worms? HAHAHAHAHA no. i hope so. haha, nevermind. forget it..-_-

So... um... it seems we will discuss advertising again. No... no.. i mean, i'm just found these pics from Google. (Oh thanks Google, you always do the best!) I'm sorry if you have see these pics before. Okay, here we go~ Oh and... before you see these pics, make sure you're not someone who easily throw up okay? I recommend you to not eat while see these pics. Haha, it seems too disgusting yea? no.. no.. not really-_- But it's enough to make you stop eating.

mungkin kalo yang ini emang udah saatnya jamuran kali yaa..

doh ada merknya._.

TAPI JUJUR AJA MEREKA ENAAAKKK-__-

How dare you to eat them? ;)) Haha... Let me know.

Which One is My Favorite Love Story?

2011-12-19T12:35:00.000-08:00

Haaii....!

Finally yaah, hari ini udah libur. *sebenernya udah dari kemaren* "libur telah tiba.. libur telah tiba.." #prokprok. Ya, jadiii... nggak salah lagi aku bisa tidur malem-malem sambil sayang-sayangan sama blogku tercwintwah:* Aaa, melepas rinduku yang selama ini terbendung *o* #sparklingeyes. Dari kemaren ini udah banyaaaakkk banget yang mau di tumpahin ke blog ini yang udah aku tulis sementara di hp, tapi kalau udah masuk ke blog trus bikin new post itu kaya speechless. Semacam tangan ini nggak ngerti mau ngetik apa.

WELCOME HOLIDAAAYYY!!! :*

So, what's your plan for holiday? Don't ask back. lol. Okay, i'm just lying on my bed and keep scrolling... scroll.. scroll.. scroll.. Nevermind. Yaa mungkin aku bakal bener-bener nikmatin liburan ini setelah tanggal 26, mengingat banyak hal yang sulit untuk dijelaskan di sini. #opotoh. From last week, i've prepared a new topic to discuss. Nggak discuss juga sih, semacam curhatan gadis remaja labil. Ya tentang ini itulahh dialah ginilah apalah taulahh... HAHAHA... bukan itu.

Tiap malem gini ya, yaa sekitar jam 11-tidur, pasti ada aja pikiran-pikiran yang lewat. Ada yang cuma lewat, lewat trus ninggalin pesen, lewat ndekem di kepala (ndekem itu apa ya-__-), pokoknya always comes on my mind gitudeh. Yaa sebagai manusia pelupa, saya cepet-cepet ambil hp dan mencatat apapun itu, mau yang penting sampe gak penting sama sekali kayak gini : "~~Kemarin rambut dia dipotong lagi~~ Sebagian besar orang pasti ngupil dengan nikmatnya kalau lagi nggak ada orang di sekitarnya." <-- oke ini emang disgusting ya. Tapi jujur aja deh, kalian pasti pernah ngupil kan? Nggak ngupil itu yang jorok, haha.. Asaall kalo ngupil liat-liat tempat, jangan di colek-colek sembarang tempat. Tu kan jadi ngomongin beginian-_- konsen feb.. konsen..

Sebelumnya... kalau malem-malem insom gini, biasanya aku twitteran(penyebab utama insom-_-), dengerin musik, blogging, ~~ngupil~~, ngemil, ~~mikirin dia,~~ ~~ngaca~~, dan... berkhayal. Jujur aja yaa, yang terakhir itu favorit banget! Ya kalau paket bb lagi off, batere hp lowbatt, nggak ada internet, dan segala kendala-kendala yang bikin galau itu datang alternatif yang lain ya cuma "berkhayal". Udah gitu kan berkhayal gratis, nggak pake batere, ~~nggak nguras ati~~, imajinatif, pokoknya kayak spongebob deh. Aaa pokoknya berkhayal itu hal gratis favoritku deh. #akucintagratisan #gratisitumenyehatkan. Apalagi kalau malem aku suka mikir hal-hal aneh seperti ini (dan hal-hal lain yang nggak diceritakan kesiapapun... siapapun.): "Kapan ya gue dikasih kesempatan buat punya musim panasnya Phineas & Ferb, perinya Timmy Turner, sama otaknya Jimmy Neutron?" galau ya. hem. Mungkin emang impossible banget yaa punya summer-without-ending kaya Phineas&Ferb, apalagi perinya Timmy Neutron. Boro-boro deh otak Jimmy Neutron, hape aja sering lupa taruh di mana. Haghaghag~

Dikit yaa agak ada cinta-cintaanya (enggak deng banyak:3)

Inget nggak cerita super-romantis ala Romeo & Julliet? Dulu gue pernah banget pengen punya love story kayak mereka. #curhat #apadeh. Tapi setelah dipikir-pikir, gue nggak mau punya cerita romantis tapi endingnya menyedihkan gitu, sama aja kan mereka masih mencintai tapi nggak bisa bersama lagi. #duhh-_- Suatu hari, aku juga pernah mikir pengen punya love story kayak di cerita Disney. Itu super romantis yaa, dan most of them has a perfect princess and perfect prince. Duh, kurang real aja buat gue. Akhirnya gue beralih lagi ke cerita Shrek. Pertamakali denger kata "Shrek" itu yang muncul adalah : hijau, jelek, buruk rupa, dan semi-sempurna(?). Nggak enak banget yaa di denger? Dulu juga pernah pengen punya love story kaya gini , aku pernah ngutip di tumblr: "Shrek is the best fairytale, because in some fairytales the princes and the princesses are perfect(ahh setuju banget!). But in Shrek it teach us that imperfect people can still have their own happy endings." Aaa, kata-kata itu so sweet banget yaa:33 Tapi, karena aku masih belum puas, i'm still looking for the right love story to be a role model. Masalahnya Shrek itu masih unreal buat akuuu.. Hm, serasa aku ini ribet banget yaa?.__. Akhirnya! Aku bener-bener menemukan love story yang cocok banget buat jadi "role model"ku someday. Haha, yaitu... my grandpa and grandma's love story. Taugak kenapa? Aku seneng banget kalau liat kakek-kakek atau nenek-nenek gandengan tangan sambil jalan, itu tuh... the most adorable things i've ever seen! Simpel banget ya, yang sebelumnya selalu cari love story super romantis dari fairytale-fairytale yang nggak real dan dramatis banget. Nggak percaya? Dengerin aja cerita cinta nenek atau kakekmu sendiri. Dari kehidupan nyata dan lingkungan keluarga pun kita bisa ambil the best love story. "Emang lo mau punya love story sama siapa, feb?*uhuk*" Udahh ahh bubar-_____-...Haha jadi maluu ah bahas beginian (/o\) Aku laper-___- muah:3 #salting #gataumaujawabapa #kabur #hashtagnyabanyak? #oranggila #initwitterya?-_-

"Khayalan adalah imajinasi yang datang dari mimpi-mimpi kita"

-Febby Aurora, December 2oth 2011-

Co? Pas { bocah galau seribu bahasa }

2011-12-19T10:53:00.000-08:00

Haloohh
Oke, sebelumnya mohon maaf ya kalau ada ~~mispelling~~ gangguan sama title blog di atas. Ya well, nggak ngerti juga ya mau kasih judul apa. Nevermind. Ga usah di bahas lagi soal judul itu, gak penting deh pokoknya.. haghag. Keep scrolling down! :D #prokprok

001. Name: Febiola Aurora Salsabila

002. Nickname(s): Febby, Febbeh, Febbey, Feyi, Ola, Rora, apa aja deh lu mau manggil demit juga boleh.

003. Status: Single, but my heart is officially taken by him, haghaghag

004. Zodiac sign: Sagittarius

005. Male or female: Gadis remaja labil

006. Elementary School: Budi Mulia Dua Elementary School

007. Middle School: 1 Depok Junior High School

008. High School: belum SMA dodol

009. Smart: em... gimana yaa

010. Hair color: shining black #halah

011. Tall or short: tall

012. Loud or Quiet: louder quite

013. Sweats or Jeans: jeans addicted!

014. Phone or Camera: phone!

015. Health freak: 100% freak

016. Drink or Smoke: or :D -_-

017. Do you have a crush on someone: hshshshsh

018. Eat or Drink: both :|

019. Piercings: hmm.. no

020. Tattoos: Big NO

021. Foods you dislike: petai, duren, jengkol

022. Right or left-handed: right-handed

Firsts:

023. First Piercings: cidaks :3

024. First best friend: ENO&NAURA they're one! :D

025. First award: apa ya?

026. First crush: mau tau aja:3

027. First pet: kelinci:3

028. First big vacation: apa yaa lupa-_-

029. First concert: my first dream:3

030. First big birthday: lupaa

031. First big fight: lupaa

032. First sport: cycling

033. First enemy: itu..

034. First phobia: dunno, dun hve phobia

035. First celebrity idol: Agnes Monica from the start:)

036. First clique: ..??

037. First bad impression: when i saw 6y/o girl with high heels, sparkle handbag, and lipstick! gosh, what are they parents do with that girl?-_-

Currently:

038. Eating: potato chips

039. Drinking: nothing

040. Listening to: born this way - Lady Gaga

041. About to: blogging and tweeting

042. Waiting for: nothing

043. Wearing: red pajamas

044. Worried about: next day

045. Loving: God, family, friends, itu..

046. Missing: someone

047. Planning for today: nothing :>

First thing that comes to my mind:

048. College: Harvard :D

049. Silk: kain sutra?._.

050. Cupid: couple

051. Pickle: no, thanks..

052. Penny: $o$ lol

053. Stop: kau mencuri hatiku

054. 777: sesuatu

055. Guam: hm.

056. Banana: ape

057. Debt: money

YOUR FUTURE:

058. Want kids: yes

059. Want to get married: of course-_-

060. Careers in mind: Architect!

Which is better with the desired sex :

061. Lips or eyes: eyes;)

062. Hugs or kisses: hugs

063. Shorter or taller: Taller

064. Romantic or spontaneous: romantic

065. Nice stomach or nice arms: nice arms

066. Sensitive or loud: sensitive

067. Hook-up or relationship: Relationship

068. Older or younger: older

069. Richer or poorer: *ehem* richer *ehem* $_$

070. Smart or witty: Smart

071. Trouble maker or hesitant: Troublemaker probably

072. High maintenance or plain: High Maintenance :D

073. Glasses or contacts: Glasses <3

074. Rigid or moody: not both

075. Lots of friends or no friends: lots of Friends B)

Have you ever :

076. Kissed a stranger: no-_-

077. Lost glasses/contacts: don't have

078. Forgotten a password: always probably

079. Blacked out: yes, during the first ceremony at JHS

080. Broken someone’s heart: keknya sihhh... *bodo amat:3 wekekek

081. Been arrested: no

082. Seen a monster: Lady Gaga! :3 rawr-rawr

083. Ran away from home: ..almost

084. Felt like dying: sometimes

085. Killed an animal: yes

086. Cheated: no

087. Cried when someone died: yes:')

Do you believe in:

088. God: BIG YES!

089. Yourself: probably

090. Miracles: yes:)

091. Love at first sight: hehee;33

092. Heaven: absolutely

093. Santa Claus: hm.. dunno

094. Fairies: yeaahhaaa

095. Kiss on the first date: hm.. au ah

096. Angels: yes..

Answer Truthfully :

097. Is there one person you want to be with right now: hehe;3

098. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life: yessss

099. Is Superman really better than Batman: Batman is better! :D

100. Re-post?: *ngitung kancing*

black&white

2011-12-17T23:44:00.000-08:00

I just wanna share my outfits i wore yesterday at my parents' friend wedding party.

So here the pics.

i love this one! :)

Taken by my :

Shirt : Unbranded

Bag : LeSportsac

Skirt : DONITA

Stocking : Unbranded

Shoes : CooGee Australia

Taken at : Ambarrukmo Palace Hotel

Just Found My Mom's Book {The Secret}

2011-12-12T08:27:00.000-08:00

Haaaaiii =D I'm soooo excited!!

Today, after i wakes up from my sleeping beauty *hayah-,-* I opened the door of my house to take something out there. I walked leisurely. Once, i'm feeling like... someone or something or maybe the other "some" is spy on me *oh this is too weird* no no.. i mean, watching me.

Around one week ago, i opened the drawer and the bookshelves, don't know why i really wanted to. I hvn't opened it around two months.__.v Too lazy to open it, it was dusty. So i sorting the books and put them on the floor. Hmm.. recipe books, my dad's books, magazines, dictionaries, and some of my brother's story books. Oh well! What am i looking for? I'm not searching anything, so it mean i'll not found anything! Wtvr, i'm still sorting the books and place them over the table *random books*. About an hour, my eyes catch something interesting. A books, with semi-brown and maroon covers. Not a thick book, but not thin too. So i grab that book slowly. I read the titles, there is written The Secret with maroon colors. hmmm... I'm trying to remember who the owner of this book, i shook my head. Whose book is this? *acting mysterious as in the movies lol* I'm stare at that books. Silence. AAAHH!! I REMEMBER!! Yeah, this is my mom's book, she bought this about... two years ago. And, i think she's not finished. So i bring that book and go upstairs, close the door without bring these book *the books on the floor* back to the shelves :D lol Don't do this at home guys!! Just tell you guys, when i write this, the weather outside is not good. Dark clouds. i think it will be rains soon. Oh and... the clouds like move faster.__. no.. no.. don't think about that febby...

about an hour... IT'S RAIN!! OH NOOO.__. The wind is quite strong. Oh well, i'll continue writing it later :3 *honestly, it's not an important things to tell*

I'm back!! *how stupid i am?!*-_-
nevermind. So, i took the flashlight, pulled the blanket, and lay down. well it's classic. yeaaa you know, i'm just trying to be like in these movies.. The weather was very supportive: heavy rain, thundering, dark and cold.Oh and i don't forget to bring some cookies and hot milk lol. I can't live without meaalllsss!! I was about to start the book. Reading the first page, then turn on the next page. There's words as a beginning :

" as above, so below.

as in, as well as outside "

-Batu Berukir Emeral, 3000 tahun SM

So, i'll a lot use Bahasa Indonesia now, because i think the sentences is quite difficult. I'm so sorry guys, because my grammar is not very good. Yeah so, itulah permulaan dari buku The Secret yang berarti "seperti di atas, begitu juga di bawah. seperti di dalam, begitu juga di luar." Kata-kata yang simpel, tetapi memiliki banyak arti. Ya, itulah awal dari buku The Secret yang saya baca. Jujur saja, buku ini cukup sulit untuk dibaca anak seumuran saya, kata-kata dalam buku ini sulit dimengerti, tetapi untung saja saya bisa memahaminya. Dan karena saya ingin memahaminya. I turn to the other page, read the preliminary. Interisting. Aku sangat tertarik, baru membaca pendahuluannya saja aku seperti ingin sekali cepat-cepat menghabiskan buku ini dalam waktu semalam. So, i've read a whole of this books and i'll tell you something i learned from this book.

From the start, the author, Rhonda Byrne, always use word "YOU" or in Indonesia mean "ANDA". What's the reason? Based what i read, she wants YOU to feel and know that he has created this book forYOU. Ya, ia menginginkan ANDA untuk merasakan dan mengetahui bahwa dirinya telah menciptakan buku ini untuk ANDA. Sebenarnya saya tidak akan menuliskan seluruh ringkasan isi dari buku ini, saya hanya akan menuliskan beberapa kalimat-kalimat pembangun yang menurut saya penting dan sangat menarik. Mungkin kalian akan bertanya. Apakah Rahasia itu? Sederhana, hukum tarik-menarik!

"....segala sesuatu yang datang ke dalam hidup anda, ditarik oleh anda ke dalam hidup anda. Dan segala sesuatu itu tertarik ke anda oleh citra-citra yang anda pelihara dalam benak; oleh apa yang anda pikirkan. Apapun yang berlangsung dalam benak, Anda akan menariknya ke diri Anda!"

BOB PROCTOR

I just wanna share about this book, and i won't write too much about this because i'm sooo tired. Maybe you are very curious, but sorry, it's too difficult to explain. Actually, i wan't to explain a whole of this book but it will be too much. So i suggested you to read this book yourself. Well, many people consider this bookmisleading. And for me, I appreciate this book because I am motivated enough. but religion remains the main way of life. And i appreciate this book because this classics book is amazing and i took the good parts. Tell me what you've done and what you've got after read this book.

Lecca-lecca!!!!

2011-12-03T04:04:00.000-08:00

Just some pics of me with lollipop~

picture taken by : Seenly

property : lollipop

hairdo : my self

You've got to respect them. You can't just put up lollipop pitches and hope to get them out.

~ Jimmy Rollins

lecca-lecca 사탕 과자 lollipop succete चूसने की मिठाई pirulí

lízatko 棒糖 Lutscher lolly gula-gula líreacáin lilihip candel de băţ pirulito مصاصة lolipap kẹo

Thirteenth Birthday =)

2011-12-02T05:56:00.000-08:00

Happy birthday for my self=D

Happy sweet thirteenth! Be a nice girl, dude.

-December 2nd 2011-

I'm sooo excited! Today is my birthday, December 2nd 2011=) I got surprise from my school friends:) hehehe, I'm still awake until 01.39.__.zzzzz A few people already say "happy birthday" to me via text messages, yahoo! mail, blackberry messengger, facebook, or twitter. Thank you !! :D

Beyi and Yoya make this for me:)))

Thank youu :* Gbu always..!

Damn, i wake up late in this morning -_- ya, mungkin faktor tidur kelamaan. nvrmnd. Dengan sigapnya aku mandi dan makan. And I'm ready to school! :) I thought there is no one at class, so i entered the classroom. *in case of things that are not desirable (?)* lol. Well, when i arrived, entire of my classmate is say happy birthday for me. A few minutes ago, another friends from another class is say happy birthday for me. And that was... touched:) Ohh and, I got a greeting from someone special early this morning :D no.. no.. i mean.. wtvr.

Everyone is ask for PU :)) PU mean pajak ultah, such treat a friend. Oh well I'm confused how to give the "PU"-___- At break time, i go to the canteen and exchange my money. oh god, my hand full of money now, i put them to my pocket. The first plan is i wan't to treat my friends at canteen, but... it was so crowded. So i decided to give the money to my friends, lagipula kebanyakan dari mereka minta mentahan.__. ohh, lazy me. *everyone is stare at me* They just like, "Where's mine?" or "Don't forget to give me!" -__- kok malah ngerasa kayak ngasih sembako daripada PU. Ya, mungkin terkesan agak boros ya.__. Tapi... aku gatau caranya.__. oke, besok aku bakal beli pake barang daripada begini caranya. Lagipula, kemarin aku nggak sempet ngapa-ngapain, toh bentar lagi UAS. *too much reason-_-*

SCHOOL BELL RANG! Yeyeyeye.. Sialnya yaa, setiap hari Jum'at aku jaga piket. And that mean i can't go home earlier! Tau gak kenapa dari tadi aku pengeeen banget pulang cepet? Temen-temen tu udah berlagak kek mau ngerjain gitu. Masalahnya aku sama sekali gak bawa baju! Apadehyaribetbangetakuhaha-_- Oke. dan bener aja dugaan aku selama ini. Beberapa saat waktu piket, temen aku dari belakang bawa tart, and sing happy birthday for me! It was touched. Honestly, i don't even know the plan. Sometimes a bit of information would be better. If i already knew the plan, i wouldn't be surprised! Thankyouuuu:))) Sebenernya tadi gue pengen banget nangis.__. haha. Aku sama sekali nggak tau ~~darimana mereka dapet kue itu~~ mereka beli kue itu. And finally... they dab the cream on my face! DAMN!!! My hair, my face, my clothes is full of cream! Thanks anyway-__- I'LL BE BACK SOMEDAY TO COMPLETE MY REVENGE!! HA HA HA *devil laughs* Sialnya lagi, kelasku yang tadinya bersih abis piket, hancur-_- Inget deh hari ini gue jaga piket dan gue juga piket? hm. ckptw~

Mubazir tau kuenya daripada dicolekin ke aku.___.

Terpaksa keramas di sekolah-_-

with my seniors:)

Makasihh buat tartnya yaa temen-temen=) NEXT!!

There are few people who congratulate me. I'm sorry i can't capture all.__. Here you are :

twitter :))

facebook

Ahh kelamaan yaa upload foto sebanyak itu-_- sabar... sabar bangett yaa gue hari ini. hm.

Anyway, so sorry i cant upload all the greeting :33

Stay febbylous! lol -_-*my auntie call me like this* .__.
Haha, thankyouu so much for all your wishes =)) Muaaahh:**

"You are only young once, but you can be immature for a lifetime."

- John P. Grier

It's Dedicated to The Teachers

2011-11-28T03:27:00.000-08:00

Today my friends from social networking wrote this. *she is older than me, and she is works as a teacher*

"The children made fun of me and said "Ichel teacher is pig" and i asked, Why am I a pig? "and the girls where pointing at my tummy and giggling. I try so hard to pretend i don't care, but my throat ties up in a knot and i wanna hide and cry :'(

*i'm sorry i didn't ask permission to copy ur stats.__.v*

For a moment i remember to my teacher at preschool, kindergarten, elementary school and courses. I'm feeling like... it will be hurts ridiculed by their own students. Do you ever feel what teachers feel? Maybe if this time I was a teacher and I got a diatribe like that, I would like to ~~kick their ass off~~ slamed the door and reported it to the principal. lol I am not a teacher.__. That was too childish-__- And teachers wouldn't do that. Remember! A real teacher, a good teacher.. wouldn't kick their students :) *big smile* A real teacher will put a fake smile at their students while they ridiculed. Yeah, a FAKE SMILE, they just cover up their sadness. dissapoint. You don't know what they do behind you. They would cry, as what my friend said. They're trying to hide, they are trying to report you to the principal. But they can't, because they loves their job. Because they loves YOU! Yes! I'll put a big, bold,
and underlined word then. They loves YOU! Maybe you'll ask me, "why did they love me? i'm not their child. i'm not their family." Yes, you aren't their child or family member. But they loves you because they care. They CARE of you.

Just like the picture above, teachers plant seeds of knowledge that grow forever. They are your hero. Your hero. Without them, you don't know mathematics, physics, boring formulas, and so on. TEACHERS, is not only people who teach you at school, but also at house and in your life. Your mom and your family is teachers too. They teachs you about life. EXPERIENCE is the best teacher. We fail we learn, if we not fail we don't learn. So, learn from failure, because fail is the best experience. Most people change from failure, because they won't it happen to them again. Don't repeat the same mistakes.

Happy Teachers Day!!! <3 <3 <3

We had the 66th teachers day on November 25th 2011!

I'm sorry, i could post today *three days late=w=*

I will always thank to teachers and everyone from a whole world.

Thank you for planted a seed of knowledge.

Thank you for gave me the biggest experience.

For everyone around me. Thank you for making me understand what's the meaning of happiness :') I love yaaaa!!!

Nicole Brodsky : The World's Prettiest Child

2011-11-11T10:23:00.000-08:00

Heyyyy!!

Sooo here I want to tell you the prettiest child in the universe! lol. Don't believe it? I'll prove it to you later. After Suri Cruise (read HERE) we have one more pretty girl, she is Kenneth Nicole Brodsky or Nicole. I called them "two children of the world's most beautiful" Hmm, dia itu blesteran Korea-Amerika. I'll put her parents pic below. I took them from KasKus, they have so many pics of her. Oh and well, if you want more information you can go to her site. Oh goshh!! Check out here, but it's china's site i think. Yes I don't understand, but there you can took more pics of her!

Her dad (America)

Her mom when pregnant(korea).

Her mom+her dad = HER: *jengjeng* *backlight*

Ohh whatta pretty girl there!! Pretty girl isn't it?

Sempat mikir juga kira-kira bapak-ibunya mimpi apa, ngidam apa sampe anaknya bisa secantik itu *o* Waaaaa, jadi pengen punya anak kayak dia suatu saat nanti (masih lama, lama, lama banget-_-). lol. I got speechless when I see her pic for the first time, from eyes down to heart i'm falling loveeee!! (?) If I were a boy i want to date her. No seriously. *wink* More and more beautiful. This is the pic when she was toddlers.

Soo cute rite?

look at her room! pink and so lovely.

pretty!

with her dad!! awww soo cuteee>m<

Yang aku suka dari si Nicole adalah dia kadang bisa muka dewasa sama muka imut. I wish I have face like her. lol. Oh well, and she got a mud-green eyes!! I always wanted that color for my eyes. *oh whatta dream*

I give you this pic to reminds you of Suri. She's cute too right!! Pretty and awesome!

What do you guys prefer? Suri Cruise or Nicole Brodsky? I choose both! They were both are soooo cute, pwetty, adorable, and all!!! >m< Gedenya pada bakal jadi apa yaaa? Wondering. Maybe model or fashion designer.__. Haha, beruntungnya juga mereka termasuk ke keluarga dalam kondisi ekonomi yang keatas dan berlebihan(?) Bener-bener envy sama mereka berdua, cantiknya kebangeteeeeeen!! They both cute without make up. I loveeeeee yaaaaa Nicole and Suriii!!! *wet kisses* *bear hugs* *they run away* lol

Note : Honestly, i prefer Suri. Love Suri:) muahh:*

Period Paper and Print Advertisement

2011-11-10T09:45:00.000-08:00

Helloooo,
Period paper and print advertisment. Er.. jadi ceritanya tadi aku lagi ngerjain tugas bahasa inggris. Yah, semacam mencari print advertising gitu. And then i found many interesting things!! Yay!\(´▽`)/ These advertisement are creative. Dan secara nggak sengaja juga, aku nemuin website yang isinya barang-barang antique.>> HERE << Namanya aja udah Period Paper, so I bet you already know what inside that blog :D Well, ini print advertising. Most of them are food products :9 *starving here*

it's Burger King's ads

Looks soooooo delicious._. Oh well, that's junkfood

Baskin Robbins ads are so cutee >m<

Tide's ads. It was a laundry products.

it's Haagen-Dazs ads. With vintage style:)

Sour Sally's ads

I love these pics too :)

SOUR SALLY's PICS AND ADVERTISEMENT ARE SOO DAMN CUTE!!!

I want moreeeee:)) J'adore!!

Oh well, next photos taken from PeriodPaper.com :D If you open that website, you'll found many interesting old things! And it was fun! I looveeee old things sooo much! Too bad, it doesn't have old things from Indonesia. From Asia, they only have from China, Japan, and India TwT Ohh, I wish Indonesiaaaa was thereee!! Maybe I'll found posters, ads, map, article, magazine from hundred years ago since Dutch colonize Indonesia.____. lol. Ohhh, Dutch should not colonized Indonesia, it makes PKn & IPS (subtitles) difficult! Yeaah, too much history i should memorize for exam tomorrow.

It's an original print article. Picture above are some of Movie Star *bla..bla* recipe:) I dont know what it is._.

First, from the left is June Collyer, Movie Film Star Asparagus Recipe

Second is Charles Ruggles, Movie Film Star Benedictine Recipe

Third is Ruth Chatterton, Movie Film Star Beefsteak Recipe

The last is Ann Harding, Movie Film Star Barbeque Meat Recipe.

Hey! She's beautiful and looks wise. My favorite! <3

Actually it has so many Movie Film Star or whatever._.v But I don't upload them all, too much!! I don;t know what to do with these recipe, i'm trying to zoom in+++ but failed. I love these articles. Antique, using old paper, vintage, and... mysterious. Do you know why most of them not smiling? Because at the past, camera takes a long time to shot! Jadi kalian ngerti kan? Kalo mereka senyum bisa-bisa gigi mereka garing soalnya nunggu kameranya kelamaan jepret.__. lol Padahal yaa, mereka itu cantik lho kalau senyum. Nggak senyum aja udah cantik:) They're sooo beautiful, wise, and elegant (contohnya gambar no.4 menurutku dia cantik). So, these all example for articles at PeriodPaper.com :)

ITS AWESOMEE!!!!

They sell maps too._. YEAAHH CAPTAIN! IM READY FOR THE NEXT CRUISE!

lol it's not pirate._.

And sooooo on:D Just open that web and you'll back to the past. Hmmm, I'd like to buy these fancy old things. They're adorable>m< Waaaaa, it soo damn great! I want them so badly.. Oh somebody please bring me oneee..!! Wahai para dermawan, bawakanlah akuu satu saja untuk disimpan:) Because I could not buy it, expensive._. Price range until thousand-thousand-thousand dollar $o$ GOT MY MONEY EYES!!! lol.

See yaaa!! It was 00.42 a.m here and i'm still awake. Well, i have to school tomorrow *somebody yell and punch at me xD* Hahahaa.. I can't sleep because I am just wake up at 08.00p.m after my short sleep._. Byeeee all!! Leave your comments below:) Muaahh:* Good night blogger! Good night my family! Good night someone out there! *blushing* Je t aime!!

I've been tagged~

2011-11-07T03:06:00.000-08:00

Holla guys, I miss yaaa :D So, I checked my blog, for a moment forget about school. Trying to enjoy my weekend. I'm just read new comments and found that i've been tagged by Sintya Swasthi. Have been tagged for what? :/ Then, I checked into her blog. Well, it's kind a game. It haves rules that we should copy to this entry, and "11 Things About Me", then we should tag 11 more people to do this. So, this is the rules:

RULES:

You must POST this rules.
Each person must post 11 things about themselves in their journal.
Answer the questions the tagger set for you in their post. And create 11 new questions for the people you tagged to answer.
You have to choose 11 people to tag and link them on the post.
Go to their page and tell them you have tagged HIM/HER.
No TAG BACKS.
No stuff in the tagging section about 'YOU ARE TAGGED IF YOU'RE READING THIS'. You legitimately as known as REALLY, TRUST, WITH ALL HONESTY have to tag 11 people.

11 Things About Me

My name is Febiola Aurora Salsabila. But you can call me Febby.
I was born on December 2nd 1998 at Jogjakarta.
I'm in grade 7 (now, 2011) at 1 Depok JHS.
I'm part of Budi Mulia Dua Elementary School'11 and Budi Mulia Dua Kindergarten '05.
I love reading classic story.
My favorite Ice Cream flavour are : Mint Chocolate Chip (Baskin Robbins), Haagen-daazs, and Gellato. And I loved yoghurt! Because it tastes sour ;)
Fashion, art, and photography lovers.
I'm a huge fans of Taylor Swift!
I love my Quebe♥
Lucky number : ♥¹³
Trying to be a good listener, good person, and good writer for everyone around me.

This is the third task! I have to answer Sintya's question. Here we go!

♥who is your best among the blogends (blog+friends)?

-the best blogger friends is kak Elsa Yellowlife. Since i found her blog, i started manage this blog after i let this dusty (around 1,5 years).

♥who is your bff on real world?

-i have six bff in my real world. They're came from Budi Mulia Dua (Enno, Naura, Alfan, Fabian, Ardhi, and Aji) Unfortunately, we are going to different school now:'( However, we are still bff!

♥your favourite songs (5)?

-i always have favorite songs depends time and conditions. But this is the most played on my playlist : I'd Lie-Taylor Swift, Someone Like You-Adele, Skyscraper-Demi Lovato, Price Tag-Jessie J, and Get Crazy-LMFAO. Yay \m/

♥what's your opinion about my blog (sintya's)?

-you have a great blog Sintya!! I love your backgrounds.

♥do you like JB?

-haha, i'm not Beliebers and i don't get my bieber fever. But, I do I love his songs, especially the Mistletoe song.

♥do you love Narnia?

-aww! Yes I do I love Narnia!! Especially my prince, Skandar\m/ hehehe...

♥what's your favorite food?

-i love rendang! hehe, rendang tastes good. By the way, i love sushi too. I often eat these food when i sick. Cause it makes me feel better.

♥you want to go to Paris?

-absolutely yes! \m/ the most beautiful country i've ever heard! fashion, art, and eiffel! nyahahaha.. i'm trying to speak french so badly>m<

♥give me 5 main characters in Narnia!

-Narniaaa the lion, my prince Skandar Keynes as Edmund Pevensie, my cute younger sister *i hope so;3* Georgie Henley as Lucy Pevensie, my handsome brother William Moseley as Peter Pevensie, and my older and beautiful sister Anna Popplewell as Susan Pevensie!

♥give me your facebook and twitter name (if you have)!

-facebook : Febby Aurora and twitter : @febbyaurora_ follow yaaaahh!! \m/

♥give me the truth. do you like somebody?

-yeaaaaa, i wish you not read my mind *senggol Sintya;)*

YES! I have a crush with someone. hahaaaa.. you makes me shy Sintyaaa!! But, i'm not sure he likes me too:'( muaaaahh:*

Well, I have give you the truth! And now, it's your turn. This is my question for you who has been tag (list below)! Huft, it's difficult to chose 11 blogger and should tag them, then making 11 question you have to answer-_- haha..

Describe yourself in five words!
What do you think about fake friends?
If you are a rich person, what will you do? And what will you buy?
Who is your favorite teacher?
What is your room colors?
Who is your favorite singer?
Who is your favorite movie character?
Do you have a pet? Tell me the name and the animal.
What is your favorite drink?
What country do you want to visit?
What is your favorite quotation?

Uh, well! I'm done Sintya! Such a great game. Huft, I'm tired of tagging and tell you my truthTwT But i'm very happy and got something new to share with you. So guys and girls, do you have any question? Feel free to email me HERE and follow me on Twitter HERE.Don't forget to leave your comments. If you have been tagged, please do it at your blog. You can use any languages to answer.

I'm Junior High School Student!

2011-10-26T08:51:00.000-07:00

it's me wearing jhs uniforms

blue-white uniforms

it looks like pose galau-_-

Taken by my brother after school.

Use my blackberry.

Uniforms : white-blue

Shoes : Kappa

Taylor Swift's Wonderstruck

2011-10-15T23:09:00.000-07:00

Taylor Swift's first signature fragrance, Wonderstruck, is set to arrive in stores in October. A teaser commercial for the new perfume is available now, and it is captivating. The 21-year-old country singer has already captured the attention of the world with her charming voice and soft beauty. Her fragrance is meant to instantly enthrall as well, to be the "beginning of something magical." Warm, with delicate fruit tones and a seductive finish of musk and sandalwood, the scent is sure to be popular not only with the singer's fans but also with women who want to cast an enchanting impression. Swift says, "wearing perfume is such a unique way to create memories. Like songs, a scent can take you back and allow you to relive a moment in time."

T also said about the collaboration with Elizabeth Arden, “I wrote the lyric, ‘I’m wonderstruck, blushing all the way home,’ for the song ‘Enchanted’ about the first time you meet someone. A fragrance can help shape someone’s first impression and memory of you. It’s exciting to think thatWonderstruck will play a role in creating some of those memories.

The Wonderstruck Trailer

The trailer for Wonderstruck is a short glimpse into the magical, fairytale world that this fragrance evokes.
Think crystal chandeliers, an autumn forest, and an antique Victorian house. Doors are half open to reveal just enough to keep you guessing. Taylor Swift runs through the house (it even has a carousel in it) and, for a moment, encounters her potential love. Wearing a frilly peach-silver gown and rose red lipstick with golden locks and pale skin, Swift embarks on the great romantic journey, which begins by being Wonderstruck.

Taylor Swift's New Perfume

Wonderstruck was developed by perfumer Olivier Gillotin, who also created Mariah Carey's Forever and Ralph Lauren's Notorious. The young singer brought her fresh perspective on what is desirable when it comes to perfume to create an intriguing, but not overpowering, combination of sweetness, fruit, warmth, and spice, which makes it a perfect scent for autumn. The fragrance includes apple blossom, peach, honeysuckle, vanilla, and sandalwood. The iridescent purple bottle with a golden top will be available in department stores next month. The commercial will debut next Wednesday on The X Factor.

I wish I can get this parfume as my birthday present. Can't wait!!

(source : dailyglow, google)

Braids Makes You Prettier =D

2011-10-07T10:36:00.000-07:00

I love braids! Yeah, braids are one of my favourite hairstyle. What is braids?

According to Wikipedia, braids is a complex structure or pattern formed by intertwining three or more strands of flexible material such as textile fibres, wire, or human hair.

According to Dictionary, braid : decorate hair with ribbons.
But for me, braids mean make our hair look like a rope. I love see braids hair because it has a cute impression. Braids hair have a melody, rhytym, and union. I love french braids sooo much! =D

How to make Knot Braid, Fishbone Braid, and Twist Braid;)

Back braids with cute ribbon;)) Love this so much!!

I'm braids girl, so what?

She looks so cute with left braids

Nice one;)

haha, I love curly hair anyway. I have a soft and straight hair lol

Anyway guys, I love to see people with blonde or brown hair braids, some of them have a highlight color on their hair so it makes braids looks more damn cute. Um.. er.. it reminds me of angel. How's your hairstyle?
Picture source : Google and Tumblr

Last Song for Tonight and for You

2011-10-04T07:39:00.000-07:00

Today I would like to disscuss my favorite song. You definitely have a favorite song that is currently more often you listen to. For me, it so meaningful. When I can't say what I want to say, I'll play the song to the people around me. Or I will post on my social networking like this :

Right now I love song most of by Taylor Swift, because I'm Swiftieess!! Not only that, because Taylor's song fit with my situation now. Every night I'll listening to I'd Lie or Fifteen by Swift. The lyrics is so meaningful for me, especially on the lyrics of this section.

"If you ask me if I love him,

I'd lie.."

and this one

"..He tells me about his night

And I count the colors in his eyes

He'll never fall in love he swears

As he runs his fingers through his hair

I'm laughing cause I hope he’s wrong

I don’t think it ever crossed his mind

He tells a joke I fake a smile"

And I could tell you something, it's about my first love. Yeah you know, most teenagers fell in love is normal. So I told you, fell in love doesn't mean they must have a relationship. Hahaha, even you know I like & love someone, doesn't mean I wan't to date him, lol. Nooo, I'm too young, dear readers! At the first time

I saw him, he just walking in front of my class at rest time with his friend, holding heavy books or something-_- Yeayeayeaaa, he doesn't look at me but I look at him until he gone xD hahaha *lil shaky here* I've never felt this before, because at elementary school I never have a crush with anyone.

So you there, I hope you read this post even I know you wouldn't. I just want to say, thanks for makes me smile everyday even when I sad I told you "I'm okay..", thanks for always text me when I'm bored, and... now I'm just increasing my guitar skill by learn Taylor Swift song. And you there, I don't regret having known you, make a friends with you was amazing. I wish we can always be a friend, or more, someday :D

Hahaha, if you wan't to know, sometimes I can't sleep and I decide to listening music, but.. didn't know why, if I listening to these music *and the special one ;)* I can't stop thinking of you. When I the song is starts, I'm wearing headphone, and my life being video music. But I know, I must sleep earlier, cause tomorrow I've to go to school and meet you there. I left my cell phone under the pillow, and let the song enter into my mind and my dreams. I hope I have something more secure, so I will not place my cell phone under the pillow *Poke Kak Belinda Regina ;)* . Haha, good night oldbrotha! :) You know why I call you that. And yeah, don't sleep to late or you mom will yelling at you! Good night..

In order to pasticipate giveaway by Myurbey.

A Story About Abortion

2011-09-26T04:06:00.000-07:00

I have something nice to share with you guys, I copied it from social networking xD But, I'd really like to post it on my blog cause it so touching. :'( I hope you did touched. I almost cried after read this story. Here you guys...

"Hi, Mommy.
I'm your baby. You don't know me yet, I'm only a few weeks old. You're going to find out about me soon, though, I promise. Let me tell you some things about me. My name is John, and I've got beautiful brown eyes and black hair. Well, I don't have it yet, but I will when I'm born. I'm going to be your only child, and you'll call me your one and only. I'm going to grow up without a daddy mostly, but we have each other. We'll help each other, and love each other. I want to be a doctor when I grow up.

... You found out about me today, Mommy! You were so excited, you couldn't wait to tell everyone. All you could do all day was smile, and life was perfect. You have a beautiful smile, Mommy. It will be the first face I will see in my life, and it will be the best thing I see in my life. I know it already.
...
Today was the day you told Daddy. You were so excited to tell him about me! ...He wasn't happy, Mommy. He kind of got angry. I don't think that you noticed, but he did. He started to talk about something called wedlock, and money, and bills, and stuff I don't think I understand yet. You were still happy, though, so it was okay. Then he did something scary, Mommy. He hit you. I could feel you fall backward, and your hands flying up to protect me. I was okay... but I was very sad for you. You were crying then, Mommy. That's a sound I don't like. It doesn't make me feel good. It made me cry, too. He said sorry after, and he hugged you again. You forgave him, Mommy, but I'm not sure if I do. It wasn't right. You say he loves you... why would he hurt you? I don't like it, Mommy

Finally, you can see me! Your stomach is a little bit bigger, and you're so proud of me! You went out with your mommy to buy new clothes, and you were so so so happy. You sing to me, too. You have the most beautiful voice in the whole wide world. When you sing is when I'm happiest. And you talk to me, and I feel safe. So safe. You just wait and see, Mommy. When I am born I will be perfect just for you. I will make you proud, and I will love you with all of my heart.

I can move my hands and feet now, Mommy. I do it because you put your hands on your belly to feel me, and I giggle. You giggle, too. I love you, Mommy.

Daddy came to see you today, Mommy. I got really scared. He was acting funny and he wasn't talking right. He said he didn't want you. I don't know why, but that's what he said. And he hit you again. I got angry, Mommy. When I grow up I promise I won't let you get hurt! I promise to protect you. Daddy is bad. I don't care if you think that he is a good person, I think he's bad. But he hit you, and he said he didn't want us. He doesn't like me. Why doesn't he like me, Mommy?

You didn't talk to me tonight, Mommy. Is everything okay?

It's been three days since you saw Daddy. You haven't talked to me or touched me or anything since that. Don't you still love me, Mommy? I still love you. I think you feel sad. The only time I feel you is when you sleep. You sleep funny, kind of curled up on your side. And you hug me with your arms, and I feel safe and warm again. Why don't you do that when you're awake, any more?

I'm 21 weeks old today, Mommy. Aren't you proud of me? We're going somewhere today, and it's somewhere new. I'm excited. It looks like a hospital, too. I want to be a doctor when I grow up, Mommy. Did I tell you that? I hope you're as excited as I am. I can't wait.

...Mommy, I'm getting scared. Your heart is still beating, but I don't know what you are thinking. The doctor is talking to you. I think something's going to happen soon. I'm really, really, really scared, Mommy. Please tell me you love me. Then I will feel safe again. I love you!

Mommy, what are they doing to me!? It hurts! Please make them stop! It feels bad! Please, Mommy, please please help me! Make them stop!

Don't worry Mommy, I'm safe. I'm in heaven with the angels now. They told me what you did, and they said it's called an abortion.

Why, Mommy? Why did you do it? Don't you love me any more? Why did you get rid of me? I'm really, really, really sorry if I did something wrong, Mommy. I love you, Mommy! I love you with all of my heart. Why don't you love me? What did I do to deserve what they did to me? I want to live, Mommy! Please! It really, really hurts to see you not care about me, and not talk to me. Didn't I love you enough? Please say you'll keep me, Mommy! I want to live smile and watch the clouds and see your face and grow up and be a doctor. I don't want to be here, I want you to love me again! I'm really really really sorry if I did something wrong. I love you!

I love you, Mommy."

Every abortion is just…

One more heart that was stopped.

Two more eyes that will never see.

Two more hands that will never touch.

Two more legs that will never run.

One more mouth that will never speak.

What do you think about this guys? Are you touched? :') Yes, I am..
Please comment below, I'd love to read your comments. If you can't talk English, you can use Bahasa Indonesia, but don't use other languages xD

I'll wait for your lovely comments if you really care about abortion :')

Kai KidZania!!

2011-09-26T03:45:00.000-07:00

Kai yoo KidZaniaaa!!

About nine month ago, I am 24 semifinalist Miss KidZania from Jogjakarta. :D Hehehe, I was very glad to know that I will stay at Jakarta about one week with my new amazing friends :)

I really close with Devina Adella Halim, call her Devina, she is finalist from Cirebon. And came out as Second Runner Up! Congrats yo dear, Devinaaaa... She has a pretty face, friendly, and funny one xD We were in the same hotel at Century Atlet Jakarta. I wish I remember my room number. Hahaa.. Devina school at SMP BPK Penabur Cirebon. I always jokes with her, because she has good sense of humor. I love being friend with her :* After the event is finished, we come back to our respective city we keep contact by social networking (facebook, skype, and twitter) But, we more often use skype because I can see her pretty face. Oh my God, I really miss her sooo much :* Love yaaa Devinaa..

Devinaaaa;) She's beautiful!

Catherine Cakra :*

Im ugly-_- it's a year agoo!!!

We stayed at Century Atlet Hotel with three other friends from another city. First, Fatimah Sania from Solo, she wore a veil everyday, she's got a sweet face. Second, it's Debora Priyanka Mulya from Ambon! She has a pretty smile and always smile, because Miss KidZania should give their smile to everyone :) Third, It was Siti Hajar from Bandung.

Me and Siti (from Bandung)

Fatimah Sania (from Solo)

Everyday after breakfast, we gather at Lobby and went to Kidzania, Pacific Place on 6th floor. At the first day, I met more friends. They are Bella Graceva Amanda Putri (Miss KidZania 2010), Sharon Sahertian (Miss Congeniality 2010), Levina Anita Gunawan (First Runner Up), Tarisya Putri Maharani(Miss Favorite 2011), Carissa Wijaya (Miss Talent 2010), Beate Orchid, Bianca Massini, Zhiffa, Sasha, Gisella, Tiara, Nadia, Sabrina Smith, Rania Cantika, Anissa Assegaf, Elishabeth Carolina, Dara Swandana, and Catherine Cakra :D I have lots of friends now.

If I don't forget, at second day we met the winners of Miss KidZania 2009. They such has a pretty face and sweet smile. Do you remember Dhiya Nadhira who came out as Miss KidZania 2009? I just found out that she could speak French very well. And also Valerie Pricillia as Miss Favourite 2009? She is very kind and cute. I met Irene Erati Mahoney(Miss Congeniality 2009), Moudy Dianviera(Miss Talent 2009), Aruna n'Dita Anderson (Second Runner Up), and Inarah Syarafina (First Runner Up)

get ready

lol

oh well, i got teeth looks like bugs bunny

I'm so glad I can met them, although I'm not came out as the winner. But I learn that being a winner is just a bonus from our hardwork. I think I must try more harder. Hehehe. Do you wan't to be the next Miss KidZania? Fill the form, pray, and always positive thinking. For more information just click KidZania Jakarta.

For you girls, who want to be the next Miss KidZania. You should keep your smile and always being friendly. The most important thing you must remember is 3B : Brain, Beauty, and Behaviour. Don't ever feel that you are the most beautiful, look what you behave, how you treat people around you, and so on. You are princess in your heart :D
Stay Beauty, Brain, Behaviour!! :D

The Story Of Us

2011-08-28T00:07:00.000-07:00

Here's what I listening to ^_^

I love this song as much I love Taylor Swift.. Tee-hee
Yeah you must listening to this song, read the lyrics carefully.

And you will know what's on my mind xD
Enjoy the song! Love yaa
xoxo :*

Love?

2011-08-19T05:32:00.000-07:00

Let's talk about love. *o* Uh, I never talk about this before. Haha, I was too shy to talk about this. Don't know why, If I talk about this I wan't to end the conversation and just go. But now I really want to discuss it ;) Haha, I know what's on your mind guys! It must be about GIRLFRIEND/BOYFRIEND, FALL IN LOVE, and ~~HURT~~. Be patient guys, Im not just talking about that!

First, I loved GOD! Because God give me everything. *you should read this one CLICK* God love us more than everything, and I love God more than everything. Do you ever count loves he gaves to us? I love Allah more than everything!! Please READ older post :)

Second, I loved my parents *including my family*! Because they're always beside me, they're supported me whatever happen. I love to be apart with them, especially when Lebaran! Yeah, it's upcoming events and I love it! Cause we meet each other, I meet my family from the whole world. #eh?

Third, I loved my friends. They're come from everywhere. They makes me feeling happy, they invited me at their party and I loved to play with them, really enjoy it. Yeah, without ‘em im not full human.

Fourth. Wait guys, be patient! I loved my stuff. Yeah, my clothes, guitar, iPod, books, medals, trophy, dolls, yeaaa kind of that! It will be too much if I write them all -_- And really waste my time. Hahaha..

Fifth! So, you are waiting for this right? ;) Hold on guys. Too bad I don't have 'person' I love. Disappoint? Okay, I have but, Im not sure HE love me or not, eh? Why did I tell it to you? POOR ME!! Aaarrgghh..! Yeah, okay well, promise to not tell it to everyone..! -_- PROMISE?!

Okay, it will be no more fun if i didn't add something what TEEN FEEL. Because this is what teen discuss, especially teen girls. LOL~ Um, okay, it's about... um.. yeah, HIM? Okay, well. I mean, um, yeah, HIM.. If you're boy make it HER. :) Aaah, I don't know how to describe it. :') Guys, don't make me shy!! -_- Eh? Okay, sorry..

Huft, Bismillah.. So, who? Sorry, I never talk about this, I don't know from where I start it. Okay, fall in love. :) You feel it guys? Yes, I am. What you feel? Flying? LOL xD Hell, don't laughing. :P Im just lil shaky. Hehe..

Do you have twitter? Do you ever follow @ohteenquotes Omgosh! Their quotes are inspiring me. There are so many quotes, not only from @ohteenquotes but also @DamnItsTrue @SheIsNotPerfect , etc. TOO MUCH if I mention them all! Their quotes for teen, most of teen girls. Yeah, that's why. In Indonesian maybe it called ‘GALAU’ quotes. LOL~ But I really love it, really love quotes. Indirectly, I promote their blog. Perhaps it will increase their follower.

see?

sometimes im feeling to let him go, coz he's to perfect

fall in love at the first sight

Guys, have you ever eat a banana split with hot pepper and chilli sauce? xD Oh yeah, im fasting :9 But, i don’t want to eat Banana Split with hot pepper and chilli sauce. What does the flavour like, huh? Hell no! Don’t ask me back about that! Yuck! People may said “Ice cream taste good even it was on the trash, If she/he on my side” or “I’d like to eat special parmezan cheese now. It was there on the field last summer. LOL~” Oh, God! They’re just freak! Yeah, FREAK!! xD but it’s not happen to me, yeah, I don’t want to eat these disgusting food even if im fall in love or even someone give me $2million. Well, huh, Im fall in love. Eh? What did I said? Um, okay, Im fall in love.. STOP IT! Don’t make me repeat that sentences one more time. Haha, no, just kidding. Fall in love, with who? Perhaps, I fall in love with my blog! *hugmyblog*

Taken from Tumblr

Actually, I want to tell you something. It’s about... the way you love someone. Don’t ever make him/her angry because of you, sometimes person you like dislike you, then he/she start to apply their disastrous face every look at you, you know what? It mean he/she dislike your way. Second, are you always message him/her first? Just leave them guys, there’s not just one boy/girl in the earth, even in the moon *if you want to make a relationship with alien :P*. Moreover when they act like the HATE you really HATE you. LOL Yeah, so sorry guys, if I don’t have any nice reason to give to you. Honestly, Im young and I don’t have boyfriend *im still 12* I love to be single in my age, cause’ what I need is more friends now. Im still loving God, and God still loving me. I conscious, that loving my friends and family are more important than have a boyfriend. Boyfriend may leave me, but family & friends will always beside me. :’)

Well, you like someone is no problem. Everyone feel that. Sometimes we feeling so fly when we feel this. *singing Like A G6 by Far East Moment* lol xD But, it will be a sad moment when we know someone we like is like our friend. Yeah, it happen to me. Eh? It happen to my friend to. Are this happen to you? :/ It’s okay if you have a boyfriend/girlfriend even if you are 12 or younger than me. But, think it again guys. Do you need him/her now? Is they need you as girlfriend/boyfriend or just a friend? Everyone have their own reason about this. Yeah, is now up to you guys. Just choose. :D

Lunardy's

2011-08-18T05:22:00.000-07:00

"Big Thanks for Cici Stella Lunardy! ^_^"

Thankyou so much Cici Stella.. :D Im feeling so honored.

Aaaa, Cici Stella! I really apreciate it.

Makasih udah gambarin aku! Sangat tepat dengan emosiku saat ini. :')

Keep blogging! Don't forget to visit her blog and follow!

P.S : Boleh nih kalo ada yang mau gambarin lagi, bisa di email di febiola.aurora@yahoo.co.id Haha.. :)

Golden Letter from God

2011-08-14T01:31:00.000-07:00

Do you remember when you complain about food you have to eat?

Do you remember when you angry because no one loves you?

Do you remember when someone you like likes your best friend?

Do you remember when you don't get what you want?

What do you think, huh?

ANGRY ! Yes, you're angry. >:O

SELFISH ! No one more selfish than you!

Hell yeah.. It's human weakness. I feel it too, sometimes Im just wanna die, Im feeling alone. Sometimes when I lost my stuff I make fail people around me. If I don't get stuff I want I will scream out loud and angry all the day. Okay I give up, I do I angry, I do Im selfish. :')

But, don't you know? This is the way God love us, God care of us.

If we are sick, God tell us to take care of our self. And awake us if HEALTHY very important.

If we ran out of money, then we get more money than before. It make us to thank God more than before, because God give us more than before.

If someone hate you, you feeling so sad and angry. But then, God send you people more loves you. :')

Now, Im trying to learn to appreciate what I have.

Im trying to learn how to love what I look like.

I need to start loving my self, because Im the only person that I can always count on to always be there.

Im the only person that will always love me back.

For me life is just look like a videogame. Sometimes we feel angry, but sometimes we feel very happy. Sometimes we make fail, but sometimes we are the winner! Yeah, sometimes we bored of our life, but sometimes we feel want to life more long.

So, guys, don't ever to sigh your life. Because, whatever happen, it must be a message from God. I called it golden letter from God. A rare letter from GOD! Actually, God sent us a letter everyday, but not least we are let them dusty. Im feeling so cruel, why did I make it same like a trash? poor me. -_- Oh, God!

Do you ever think that life is awesome? Life is more awesome than a videogame, 90% more awesome, oh well, 100% more awesome!

NEVER GIVE UP! Cause God hate it.

DON'T EVER LOOK BACK to repeat your fault!

FUTURE IS IN FRONT OF YOUR EYES!

Be yourself, everyone is taken.

Sincerely,

Miss Little Red

P.S : Just close the tab if you hate it. Share, comment, or give your thumb if you like it. ^_^b

I'll very appreciate that guys!

Award (/o\)

2011-08-06T16:43:00.000-07:00

Hello yo man! *ImJustCopiedNicholasReinaldo'sStyle*

Kemarin kaget waktu Kak Uzzy ngepost soal award. Dan ternyata saya adalah salah satunya yang dapet award tersebut \(^o^)/

My First Award~!

Nah, berhubung saya udah dikasih award. Nggak etis dong ya kalau nggak dibagi.

1. Kak Elsa Yellowlife Kalau yang satu ini pasti udah kenal deh. Kalau nggak ngasih ke Kak Elsa rasanya gimana gitu. Jawara kuis yang hampir selalu menang, blogger mania yang eksis banget. Go visit her blog yaa!

2. Cici Stella Lunardy Gambarannya sumpah deh keren banget! ^__^

3. Puti Reno Intan My Bestie!

4. Mbak Azka Thena Postnya yang galau kadang bikin aku ngakak >,<

5. Kak Ikmalia Anindita Blogger keren juga! Isinya unyu-unyu :)

Silahkan culik awardnya!

Happy blogging!

Thena's~!

2011-08-06T16:08:00.000-07:00

"Happy Birthday Mbak Thenaa~!"

Ijin ambil fotonya ya Mbak ^_^b

Apa banget deh ngepost beginian baru sekarang (_ _")

Padahal ulangtahunnya 31 July yang lalu.

Terserahlah, sukses yaa Mbak Then! Makin cantiikk :)

Demiapadeh yang namanya Mbak Thena itu cantiik banget :3

Go... Check her blog! click..

G-A-L-A-U

2011-08-03T02:05:00.000-07:00

So, um guys. I dont want to write much about it. Im feeling GALAU everyday, since im in Junior High School. Dunno why, im feeling so lonely. Altough I have friends who accompanied me in the sad moments. Well, actually im not really sad, because someone makes me smile :) Yeah, he don't know me. But, i know him as well. *Ihopeso*

Everyday, Im just listening to music, Im listening to Taylor Swift and also Like A G6 by Far East Momment! Didn't have a good mood to read book. Unfortunately, I won't read these book three times (I read it two times already). LOL xD

That's all guys. HAPPY FASTING TOO! *ImFasting*

Byee!

Miss Little Red ♥

It's about Suri Cruise Fashion Style

2011-07-17T02:29:00.000-07:00

Oh, hello people!

Do you know who is Suri was? I bet you know who is she. She was born on 18 April 2006. She is daughter from Tom Cruise and Katie Holmes . Well, she was very lucky born in a Cruise Family. Her dad, Tom Cruise, was the famous actor, very famous actor. And her mom, Katie Holmes, was famous celebrity too.

Look at her! She has a cute angel face and her smile makes me wanna kiss her, hugs her, play with her, make a new fashion style with her, and also shopping with her. It will be very unforgettable momment! Uh, sigh, I dont have sister like her. I mean, dont have any sister yet. xD Lol~

Well, I did say “make a new fashion style with her”, it because she was really interested in fashion! Did you guys dont believe me? See these pics! The red one, when she wore a red coat and bring her green bag. See? I bet she will be a famous model someday! Or maybe she WAS a model. xD Do you know how old her? She was only 5 years old cute girl who was fashionable.

Look at the other pic. When she wore a stripped black dress and an orange bag. There was Kate Hudson’s pic beside her pic. Wearing a stripped black dress too. But it dont makes her like an old woman, it makes her very cute and cute! I wonder someday I can have a sister like her. Oh God, bring me one xD Bring her to me. Lol~

I loved when she bring her elephant doll, I dont know it was doll or not but it just look like a baby elephant doll. I loved her smile! So cuteee, she was very look like an angel! Oh God, I can’t stop saying cute to her. The other one, I think it’s puddle dolls, or it was a pet? She wore a dark pink top and a flowerry skirt (I guessed it).

She is very cute and beautifull when she just wore a hairclip. Very simple, but very cute for her. When she wore a green dress, her face just look like Selena Gomez, right?

So, guys, I must take a bath now.

Bye! Don’t forget to left ur comment, and tell me what do you think about her!

MISS LITTLE RED ^^

Hang Out Time!!

2011-07-17T02:17:00.000-07:00

Are you missed my post already? It will be very long and freak story about Me and Her! She is my best friend, I think you already know her. She was Puti Reno Intan, go check her blog! I was promoted her blog too.

Okay, before we school at different Junior High School we just go to Ambarukkmo Plaza. She took me at 10.30 am on Sunday. I wore my red stripped top, my old jeans, red converse, and a bag. Then she wore checked top, I guess. We go with her mom and her sister, but we go self after we take some shoots at Photobox. Lol~ Just that we can do, because her mom pay it all. Yeah! We got it! Some freaky smile of me and some crazy style of us! Oh, well, my face looks like I dont take a bath. Huh. But, that’s okay, because I dont really care about my face. I changed my background to these pic. ;) Sorry Skandy, I will changed my background to ur pic later. Don’t worry. Lol x

Oh well yeah i'm freakin ugly!

Then, we go to the Gramedia Bookstore. We search some books, but we dont buy it. Oh, how poor we are. xD We just talking about books because we love it. We move to the other side, Import Books. Well, we talking about Diary of Wimpy Kid books. The purple one, Rodrick Rules I think. But, I didn’t see the yellow one. But, it doesn’t matter, because I will not buy it. -_- We talking about the white one, it’s about the movie story. The Movie Story is more great than the other. We open it, yeah, it was openned before, thanks God! No handsome guy there -_- Sigh, just ....riddiculus boy like Fregley. But

in that movie, Fregley was better than my friend who looks like Fregley (in cartoon). Yeah, I have friend who looks like Fregley. It’s real! Sometimes, his style is look like Spongebob or Donald Duck xD He just unique and different. It makes me laugh. :D I think the cartoon is too “lebay” but it still great.

Then we move to Dunkin Donuts. Actually we are shy, because we were young girl and there was no one there -_-. I think it was too glamour when 11 and 12 years old girl go to the cafe then openned their laptop with their BB. We bought some drinks, doughnut, and croissant. She bought orange juice and doughnut, and I bought coffe latte (I guess, I forget it.) and chicken croissants. I bought two Chicken Croissant because the servant said that the package (two croissant and a drink) just blaablaa thousand rupiahs, not expensive. I dont tell how much the price >,< But, then we pay it, the price is not blaablaa! But blaablaablaablaa rupiahs, 3x more expensive than before!! Oh God, luckily I bring extra money -_- Lol~ Huft, it will not funny if I cant pay it!

I said, “Tadi bener kan harganya?! Mbaknya tadi bilang blaablaa kan?”

Eno said, “Iya. -_- Kita dipermainkan. Beh.”

“Yaudah, ikhlas aja -_-” That’s okay.

We open our blogs, seenly, and twitter. Take some freaky shoots and ate our food. Ok, here you are some of them. Yeah, I will save my bills. xD

After that, we go to the Pizza Hut with her mom and her sister. Actually, my stomach was very full because these food, she too. -_- But that’s okay, we are a monster who eat four times a day. But, dont ask me why Im thin, very thin xD Lol~

Bye! See you later!! :*

Souvenirs from London

2011-07-07T04:46:00.000-07:00

Kaiii...!!
Wow, finally I can post something on my blog almost everyday.
Well, yesterday, I got some souvenirs from my "bude" and "pakde". They just come back from travelling. They go around Europe. Such as, London. ^^ I really want to get there.. huh.. But that's okay, because I got some souvenirs. Yep!

One of them

The other things i got is:

* Stationery Set

* Jeggings by H & M

* Bag by H & M

* Parfume

* Chocolate

* Clothes

Well, not bad intens to show off my stuffs. I just want to tell you that London areeee GREAT!

Big thankyou for Bude Ellis, Pakde Peppi, Mbak Lify, and Mbak Liaaa.. Thanks!

Promote Back \(^o^)/

2011-07-06T21:51:00.000-07:00

Heyhoooo!!
Let's open My Best-Bestie Blog ---> PUTI RENO INTAN

Keren loooo!

She is cute yay? ^^

LITTLE NUH : Amazing Fashion Label by Twelve Years Old Girl

2011-07-02T23:59:00.000-07:00

Hello guys!

Yeah, already curious about this topic? Me too. ^^ I know you was know WHO is Evita Nuh. Of course! She was really young, fashionable, creative, popular, and she is the true Goddess of Youth Mode! She was 12! Oh My, did she really amazing?! Evita Nuh (Her Jellyjellybeans) who called Chacha have been very obsessed about fashion since childhood. She started to write on her blog when she was 9. Precisely in 2008, yeah, i was nine too but im not as cool as her. Yeah, it's me! Not her! Im just ordinary girl when i was nine. Who play everytime, damage the toys i've got, learn something i dont know (it's freaky! lols), just look like another kid. How about Chacha? She is different, i agree everyone is different. She's one who dont like school (lil bit like me >,<) She's not school but i believe she is smart on her own way. I can prove it to you click here! Not all smart people can success! She prove it to everyone. She is not only famous in Indonesia but also in the world. Wow! I can't stop saying "WOW" to her.

Have you ever seen her? In blog and in real life? If NOT, you're POOR lols. Haha, you must see her blog RIGHT NOW if you've never seen it. CLICK HERE Yeah, you must open it, whatever you was read it or not >,<

The latest news about her is that she make HER OWN fashion label! Oh My God! She is ah-somee and guhhreat (read: awesome & great)! Called it Little Nuh, guys. Take a look here : www.littlenuh.com Can't wait she on 4th floor. Come on Cha! Open your clothing line at Jogjakarta!! :) It will be great! *and full of people there.

Im sooooo sorry Cha, i cant describe you more right now. Because i gotta go know. I hope you like it!

Just always be your self. You are beautiful on your way! You are smart on your way! And everyone know you was do your best effort. Big thousand wet kisses for you Chacha. (like what you said) I love all your pics and you'll be more great than now! I bet! Do your best for your self!

Byee Cha!! :* muah muah

Test and Type

2011-06-30T06:43:00.000-07:00

Thursday, 30 June 2011

19:50

Today i went to SMP Budi Mulia Dua(will miss you all my elementary school's friends) on 07.15, what will i do there in holiday? (actually, it's not holiday, but i feel it to be holiday) No, i mean i've a day off school. No! Whatever, never mind. Okay, i've ARS Test today. ARS mean Amien Rais Scholarship. Yeah, i got this chance, finally. I was waiting there from 07.30 until 08.30! Yeah, and we were invited at 07.30! What's happening?? Forgot? Whatever they said about this, i dont care. The most important thing is i can do my test now. I know i was waiting for 1 hour for just sat on the floor and hear mom talking with another parents. (Just one there! --" and there was a boy, no girl, except my mom >,<) That was such a boring things i've ever do!

At 09.28 my friend came. Boy again! OMG! Where are you gurl?? Dont leave me here with THEM!? Yeah, im just reading my old, black, and horrible book! Ghostgirl... Yeah, i've read this book two times, i guess. Just fill the boredom. And saw THEM playing Bayblade. Kind of skateboard i guess, but it shape it's rather odd.

Finally! The girl came. ^_^ I've friend now, LOL. Waiting-waiting-waiting. Is not there anything else i can do?! But, i kinda like waiting, LOL. Then we entrance the classroom (lab or somethin' i dont know :/ ) Im nervous. I saw at their faces too. Red face, shivering tooth, flu, sneezing__ Actually is not like that :P

Began the test. It's fun and i enjoyed it. She just told to me that i must draw something. Draw this, draw there, draw anything. And i must explain that drawing. It's not hard for me. Yeah, test is test! I waited for 1.5 hours again, waiting. I felt tired, yeah, it's kind of pshycotest, and it will be hard day for me.

Finally, the last test! Final Test! *evilaugh* Thanks God! Nobody on class now, my friend was go home.

I ran out of class. Someone said "Itu yang kamu ceritain kan?" Maksudnyaa? ==" it will be my problem with Junior High School students now. Yeah, never mind. Im HOME!

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It's night already.

19.30 at Dunkin Donuts. Go with mum, actually. Turn on my Laptop, connect to the Wi-Fi, and blogging!! Yeah, checking for the last news. Got special three responses from Kak Elsa, Kak Farid, and lovely Dija ^_^ Yippie! Im very glad. Check my latest post before this. ;)

Big LOLs for Tunaaa!

Someone disturbing me now. RIGHT NOW! I called them "Bad Disturd Gossips Girls"! They're so annoying! I think they're a kind of girls that liked clubbing :P yuck! What are they doing here, huh? Dunkin Donuts it's place to drinking cup of coffe, eating donuts, or write a novel maybe? I know it's a public place but they're disturb another guests because their SCREAM VOICES! Say something in unison with an odd style, I guess they are proud of their strange voices. They are SIX and sick, rotfl. I wanna kick 'em to the trash. XD ok, sorry it's too rude, anyway. By the way, i really like to upload their pic here, but it will so rude. *evilaugh*

Im eating croissant filled tuna now with hot chocolate that going cold. Well. it's still delicious :6 . Thinking for something i will type here about them xD lols. Hey! I found someone stranger here. Face like Benu Buloe, y'know him? But she is girl.

Byeeeee! Gotta go now.

See you! hughughug

Pelajaran Hidup~

2011-06-19T22:32:00.000-07:00

“Well is one thing to fall in love

But another to make it last

I thought we were just beggining

And now you say we’re in the past

Look me and the eye you told me

We are really true

You know is one thing to say you love me

But another to mean it from the heart

And if you done in ten to say it true

Why did we ever start

I wanna hear you tell me you dont wont my love

Put your hand on your heart and tell me its so lover

I wont believe it to you

Put your hand on your heart and tell me that we’d true”

Hand on Your Heart-Dira Sugandi

Alunan piano yang lembut menghantarkan aku untuk terus mendengarkan lagu itu. Bukan sebab karena lagu itu populer. Tetapi lebih karena lagu itu memiliki arti bagi hidupku. Arti hidup yang sangat dalam bagiku. Bagaimana aku belajar tentang sesuatu yang diberikan Tuhan untukku. Selama ini aku hanya menyianyiakan apa yang diberikanNya untukku. Ini bukan tentang percintaan, ini tentang bagaimana aku melihat orang lain yang kurang beruntung, Aku tahu memang tidak ada hubungannya dengan tema di lagu itu. Tetapi bagaimana sang penyanyi ini menghayati lagunya dan bagaimana sang pianis menekan tuts dengan sangat lembut dan mengalir, membuat lagu ini bermakna berbeda untukku.

Ini berawal ketika aku dan keluargaku makan siang di restoran steak di semarang. Aku memesan EXTRA BIG STEAK yang sangat menggiurkan. Ya, bukan itu topik utamanya. Well, ditengah-tengah kami didatangi seorang anak laki-laki seumuranku. Ia menawarkan kue kering buatan ibunya, harganya mahal dan (maaf) bentuknya tidak seperti yang diharapkan. Aku tahu apa yang ada dipikiran orang dan tatapan apa yang akan mereka lontarkan ketika mereka melihat kue itu dengan harga yang tidak setimpal. Mungkin saja mereka akan tertawa dan berkata “Hah?! Kue kaya’ gitu kok dijual?” dan mengolok-olok mereka (korbansinetron-_-). Tetapi, ada yang membuat diriku untuk membeli kue-kue jualannya.

Aku merasa iba. Karena dia tidak seberuntung aku, ia berbicara dengan gagu dan ia memiliki masalah dalam mentalnya. Dengan usaha yang keras dia terus menawari kami kue-kuenya. “Kuenya bu.” Ucapnya dengan lirih, ia mengulanginya berkali-kali. Matanya tidak menatap kami, tetapi tatapan polos pada makanan dihadapanku. Matanya yang lelah seperti mengisyaratkan kelaparan, kemiskinan, dan kesengsaraan yang dihadapi. Dalam hatiku aku menangis. Aku tidak bisa mengeluarkan air mataku begitu saja di depan umum. Aku hanya menahannya. Kalau tidak, orang-orang di sekitarku bisa menertawaiku. Dan aku bisa sangat malu. Aku benar-benar ingin sekali membantunya, akan tetapi aku tidak membawa sepeser pun di dompetku.

Aku benar-benar ingin membeli semua kuenya walaupun harganya tidak setimpal. Tetapi apa daya? Kali ini aku belum bisa membantunya. Dari lubuk hatiku yang paling dalam aku ingin sekali mengatakan “Aku beli semua kue mu. Kau dan kakakmu boleh memesan apa saja.”. Mungkin ini hal yang agak aneh untukku. Tapi rasanya aku ingin sekali membantu mereka. Bagaimanapun caranya, aku ingin sekali. Tapi yang keluar dari mulutku adalah senyuman dan ucapan “Tidak, terimakasih”. Aku sangat menyesal telah mengatakan itu. Ia meninggalkan kami. Menghampiri kakaknya yang sedang mengemis. Mereka berdua masih sangat muda. Mungkin kakaknya berumur sekitar 14-16 tahun. Dari raut wajah mereka, terlihat sekali kalau mereka lapar dan haus. Tetapi... apa yang bisa dibeli dengan uang yang mereka bawa dan kue yang belum laku? Bagaimana ibunya menanggapi hal ini? Apa yang mereka dapatkan? Apakah mereka mendapatkan caci maki dan amarah? Bagaimana perasaan mereka jika ada orang yang tidak bertanggungjawab merampas semua uang mereka? Bagaimana jika...? Banyak sekali pertanyaan yang ingin aku lontarkan.

Mereka akhirnya membeli sekantung plastik air es. Sebenarnya aku tidak tahu mereka ini membeli atau diberi. Jujur saja, aku tidak berani menatap mereka karena aku merasa sangat bersalah. Aku hanya melihat sekejap. Tidak berani terlalu lama karena aku telah mengecewakan mereka. Aku sangat terkejut, ketika mendengar pemilik toko bersama suaminya mengusir mereka dengan suara yang tidak enak. Aku.. merasa... sangat...sangat...sangat bersalah. Aku bodoh! Aku dungu! Sang pemilik toko hanya berteriak, membentak mereka hingga ketakutan. Aku tidak tahu apa yang aku lakukan jika itu terjadi padaku. Apakah aku akan setegar mereka? Rasanya aku ingin melempar sesuatu ke pemilik toko itu dan membela mereka. Walaupun aku tahu, aku bisa diusir dan ditindak pidana kalau ia tidak terima denga perlakuanku. Tetapi, lagi-lagi yang aku lakukan hanya diam. Apa hanya itu yang bisa kulakukan?!

Pemilik toko dengan santainya duduk di bangku sambil menghitung uang yang sangat banyak. Mungkin kalau mereka tidak tahan, mereka mungkin bisa saja langsung merebut uang-uang itu, tapi tidak, mereka hanya diam dan lewat dengan sopan di depannya. Kau bisa membayangkan sang pemilik toko seperti halnya penyihir-penyihir yang gendut dan keji. Ia memakai perhiasan yang penuh. Rasanya, aku ingin sekali membela mereka. Mengatakan bahwa dirinya salah! Dan...

Aku masih tidak bisa menatap mereka. Aku ingin sekali berlari ke arah mereka dan memberikan sesuatu. Aku berkata kenapa aku tidak meminta tolong kepada orangtuaku untuk membantu bocah itu? Aku bisa mengatakan itu! Aku menyesal! Aku sangat menyesal! Sepanjang perjalanan pulang ke Jogja aku selalu memikirkan kedua anak itu. Aku selalu terpikirkan tentang mereka. Bagaimana mereka pulang? Dimana rumah mereka? Apa yang mereka pikirkan kalau mereka tidak sekolah? Bagaimana reaksi ibunya ketika melihat tidak ada dagangannya yang laku? Aku.. aku.. aku merasa sangat bersalah. Aku merasa bersalah hanya meninggalkan kata yang tidak memuaskan. Aku mengecewakan mereka. Aku menyesal telah mengecewakan mereka.

Itulah sebabnya mengapa aku sangat menyukai lagu ini. Karena saat perjalanan pulang, lagu yang disetel pertamakali adalah lagu ini. Dan timingnya sangat tepat. Jujur aku tidak merencanakannya. Tetapi lagu itu datang begitu saja, mengalir dan mengalun seperti irama air yang memiliki melodi nan indah. Menari-nari di pikiranku dan membuatku merasa sangat terharu. Setiap aku mendengar lagu ini, aku merasa seperti di peristiwa itu. Flashback ke masa lalu, dan mengingat hal bodoh yang aku lakukan. Hal yang seharusnya bisa aku atasi. Tapi, itulah masalalu, yang hanya akan menjadi masa lalu, yang selalu terkenang dan selalu dikenang di masa depan.

“Ya Allah Ya Tuhanku. Aku sangat menyesal, aku mengecewakan mereka. Maafkan aku, aku tidak bisa membantu mereka. Aku menyianyiakan kesempatan yang Engkau berikan untuk saling membantu. Aku berjanji, suatu hari nanti, ketika aku bertemu lagi dengan mereka dan teman-teman seperti mereka, aku berjanji aku akan membantu mereka. Tidak perduli apa yang akan orang-orang katakan padaku. Aku berharap, sangat berharap, mereka semua mendapatkan kehidupan yang layak, tidak memandang suku/agama/ras karena kami semua sama. Kami semua makhlukMu yang tinggal bersama-sama di dunia ini. Amin.”

Sampai saat ini. Setiap aku mendengarkan lagu ini melalui headphone di laptopku, aku menangis. Ya, tentu saja, ketika aku menulis ini aku juga mendengarkan lagu ini (mengulanginya puluhan kali). Aku menulis sambil mendengarkan lagu ini. Sehingga aku merasakan flashback itu setiap saat agar aku bisa menghayati. Dan menyampaikan apa yang aku rasakan kepada kalian semua. Aku menangis-menangis-menangis-dan-menangis. Kalian boleh mengatakan bahwa aku cengeng, tapi inilah yang aku rasakan dan inilah yang aku hadapi. Aku akan selalu menyimpan kenangan ini, lagu ini, dan pikiran ini. Agar ini menjadi pelajaran dan bekalku di masa depan.

Aku mohon, jangan katakan apapun hal yang tidak kamu sukai ke orang-orang seperti mereka. Kita semua sama. Jangan selalu lihat ke depan, sekali-sekali lihatlah ke belakang. Dan selalu lihat ke bawah. Pikirkan itu, camkan itu, renungkan itu.

Aku akan sangat senang bila kalian ikut mengerti apa yang aku katakan. Ini hanyalah catatan kecilku, yang sebagaimana hanya didominasi oleh kata-kata yang biasa saja, karena kosa kataku masih sangat sedikit. Terimakasih sudah membaca catatanku ini kawan blogger. Sampaikan perasaanmu setelah membaca catatanku yang satu ini.

P.S: Jangan lupa tinggalkan comment dan download lagunya ya! ^^

New Layout, New Entry

2011-06-17T05:01:00.000-07:00

Peek-a-boo!

Have you read the entry before this? Take a look yaa! d^^b

Click here!

What do you think about new layout? Yeah, it's cute. >,< LOL

Well, huh, im just begging here. With my hand on my hips, no i mean my hand on my notebook.

If my hand on my hips i can't typing >,<

Enjoy this blog~

Please contact me at febiola.aurora@yahoo.co.id

I would be very happy if you say something about my blog. Thankyou...

Blogwalking~ My Milk Toof

2011-06-17T04:05:00.000-07:00

Hello!
Ah, long time no see guys. Kemarin senin adalah pengumuman nem SD. Yep, rasanya dag-dig-dug-cenat-cenut! Well, hasilnya nggak memuaskan dan kurang maksimal (sangat kurang), but at least, aku alhamdullilah banget masih bisa dapet segitu. :') Paling enggak aku lulus ^^

Ok, back to the topic! Waktu aku blogwalking aku nemuin blog yang isinya unyu-unyu, My Milky Toof by Inhan Lee (about her). From the name, we can conclude what inside the blog! Okay, it's not about bread with jam at the top, or about milk we drink every morning. Yeah, initially i didn't know why she named it like that. And then i know, because she said...

"When I was young, I placed my baby teeth under my pillow and when i woke up I'd find a shiny new quarter. But whatever happened to those little teeth? Where did they go? Would I ever see them again?
Many years later, a little tooth was standing at my door. It looked familiar. Its name was ickle. Welcome home, my milk toof!"

And yes! It because she missing her baby teeth, i guess. Yeah, this blog has a story. Not just a blog whose contents do not necessarily (just like mine =="). All the posts have a pic. A pics! A milk toof pics! What did i say? A milk toof? Yes, a Milk Toof named Ickle and Lardee! She is creative!

OMG! He is a book author! OMG! Am i behind the times? This is G-R-E-A-T! She is only 16 years old you know! Inhan Renee Lee! Look at the pic. These are cute, tottaly cute! And also her pic that leaves tucked between her mouth and nose. :3 I cant stand here! I would grab her book, and buy it at Bookstore. Whatever the price (because i know it will be very expensive LOL)!

ABOUT ICKLE AND LARDEE

Ickle : Smart and curious toof who love to read books. Other interest including cutting coupons, nibbling on furniture, and David Bowie.

Lardee : Is the loveable, slight pudgy toof who can be found following ickle around the house. If in need of a toy, Lardee has a magical red bag

with and endless suply.

Kak Indi dan "Waktu Aku Sama Mika"

2011-06-06T04:19:00.000-07:00

Kak Indi, sebelumya maaf nih jujur aja aku belum pernah baca ~~semua~~ bukunya. >,<

Bukan karena nggak suka tapi karena aku nggak tau. (?) Keterlaluan banget ya aku? Hehehe, tapi aku janji kalau udah sempet ke toko buku aku pasti beli! (kaya orang sibuk aja ya?)

Ya, aku nyesel banget nggak baca buku-buku Kak Indi, terutama yang "Waktu Aku Sama Mika".

Aku bener-bener tertarik sama buku itu karena banyak sekali orang yang mengaku kalau buku itu keren banget. Misalnya, "Aku terharu banget sama Mika yang lupa mengambil sayapnya lalu kembali lagi ke surga untuk mengambilnya." Atau tanggapan-tanggapan seperti "Ah, mungkin aku tidak bisa setegar Indi yang kehilangan Mika." Jujur deh, aku semakiiiiinnnn tertarik untuk membaca buku ini. Alangkah orang-orang terkagum-kagum, dan puas dengan buku Kak Indi. Tapi aku? Aku sendiri belum pernah baca buku ini. Ya, aku bagaikan orang bodoh di tengah keramaian. Ketika orang-orang sibuk menceritakan itu aku sendiri bingung tentang apa yang aku bicarakan. Iiiih, waktu aku nulis ini, rasanya aku pengen "Ih, kenapa sih pas ke toko buku kemarin nggak beli buku ini?" atau "Nyesel deh aku nggak baca buku ini. Mamaaaaaa, help me!"

Hal kedua yang bikin aku pengen banget baca buku itu adalah karena COVERnya yang bisa dibilang unyu-unyu \^o^/ yang mengingatkan aku sama buku The Diary Of Wimpy Kid. Covernya emang keren, kaya buku-buku dari luar.

Tentang Kak Indi

Pertama kali liat blog kak Indi yang bannernya ada fotonya Kak Indi yang pipinya gembil-gembil aku nggak nyangka kalau Kak Indi adalah vagetarian. Nggak nyangka sekaligus nggak percaya, "Kak Indiii, aku numpang cubit pipi kakak ya!!" Hehehe.

Satu hal lagi yang aku nggak nyangka dari Kak Indi, kak Indi adalah Scholiogirl (sebutan untuk kakak yang menderita penyakit skoliosis). Kak Indi sih kebanyakan foto u,u #ngaco

Tapi, totally aku suka sama foto-foto kakak yang hobby pakai dress dan legging (or something kind of that). Apalagi Kak Indi suka pake bow/pita handmade. ^_^ Kesannya kakak itu cute and childish.

Dan yang terakhir, aku cuma pengen bilang "Selamat atas semua Award yang kakak terima! Award dari aku nyusul aja ya kak :*" Rasanya aku sudah tau setengah dari kehidupan kakak dalam waktu beberapa jam saja lewat blog kakak yang polos, unik, dan lucu. ^^

Catatanku kali ini hanya sekedar untuk have fun aja. ^^

I wish...

Buku-bukunya Kak Indi makin laris, terus berkarya ya Kak!

Salam untuk anjing kakak yang lucu.. Unyunyunyu... :3

p.s : dalam First Giveaway

My Skandy ^o^

2011-06-06T03:28:00.000-07:00

Alexander Amin Casper Keynes

No, i don't know how to tell it to you. But, exactly HE is very-very special for me. Yeah, i don't know why. And i think i was ~~little~~ crazy when i saw him. Omegat!

Jujur aja, nggak tau kenapa akhir-akhir ini aku lebih suka posting foto daripada tulisan.

Ya, padahal waktu liburanku udah mulai. And, the graduation night was over. Oh my God! I miss you all.. Really miss you, and I will miss you.

Go back to my Skand.

He was born at 5 September and live at Highbury, London.

Honestly, the first time i saw him on Narnia Movie i was dislike him. Di film dia keliatan polos, bawel, egois, dan bohongmania pokoknya nyebelin (tapi ganteng sih... o.O).

Ya, tapi itu kan cuma film, character-nya bukan dia yang nentuin. =="

He was very adorable!

His brown eyes makes me flattered! Oh My God...

Graduation Night "The Color of BMD"

2011-06-01T22:41:00.000-07:00

Yesterday, 1 Juny 2011.
The MOST WONDERFUL GRADUATION NIGHT.
Place at : Grand Pacific Hall at 19.00-22.00
Dresscode : Traditional Dresses, International Dresses

Oh My God!
Kemarin adalah acara Wisuda SD yang diadakan Budi Mulia Dua tiap tahun. Cool isn't it? And YES, as a reader speech i was soooo nervous. Because, in front of me there was Bpk. Amien Rais, Ibu Amien Rais, Bpk. Hanafi Rais, bupati kota, and also state officials. But, alhamdullilah, all went well. Thankyou for trust me as the reader. ^^

And then, after that. We move forward to get a medal. Yeah! Now, i have two medals from Budi Mulia Dua. The 1st is when i khatam (ebta) IQRO'. Well, i really happy about this. Both coloured red.

I really enjoy the orchestra and the choir. I remember, that they sang so many COOL songs. Such as Radetzky March (The most hard i guess. They playing angklung too :D wow!), Goro-Goro, KuchKuch Hota Hai, Heal the World, Kudaku Lari, and the last song is I Feel Good. Yeah, we danced together. The simple song being very special in that night. I love this night! I love this day! I love you all my friend. I gotta miss you soooooooooo much...!! :D

When I Was...

2011-06-01T13:13:00.000-07:00

With Pink Ribbon

Take One Balloon for Me!

FREEZE!

I like this smile... :) It's remind me to DORA

>,< Innocent Face >,<

This is when i crying. My mum said that im crying because the Teddy Bear wont talk to me.

Hahaha... This one are funny LOL

The Most I Liked!! I just can say "cute, cute, cute, and cute"

Waaaaaa, unyuuu unyuuu yaaa... #memuji diri sendiri nih...

Ambil foto dari album -> scan -> upload!
Hmmm, gimana?? gimana??

A Present

2011-05-20T02:44:00.000-07:00

Yiippiiieeeee!!!!

I got something today. The gift that wrapped with stripped patterns.

The gift from Kak Elsaaaa and Dijaaaaaa...

And what inside??

A pillow and towel. Hey, the towel are cute.. :D The pillow too..

The Pillow

The Towel 'princessdija.blogspot.com' -Terry Palmer-

Yeah, im ugly.. :P

Pokoknya thankyoouu buat Kak Elsa sama Dija yaaa..

Hmmm, apalagi ada tulisan blog dija di handuknya jadi bisa inget terus deh.. :P

Thankyoouuu Thankyooouuu Thankyouuuu

The Last Performance

2011-03-31T01:31:00.000-07:00

about two or three years ago

I hope this day not the last performance with me and my classmates. Yep, this is an music practice test. We sing Tanah Airku, Laskar Pelangi, and Jangan Menyerah. The other group sing Dari Sabang Sampai Merauke. For me, Laskar Pelangi and Jangan Menyerah was familiar. So, hope the viewer sing with us and enjoy the performance. Actually im bored with that song. Well, im forget to introduce my group. Hehe >.< They will punch me!

ME<--girl: Vokalist
ENO<--girl: Vokalist
SYIFA<--girl: Poetry Reader :P
ALFAN<--boy: Drumer
FABI<--boy: Gitarist
KINAS<--boy: Bassist

Ahahah, not bad yay? Anyway, im sad when ALL MY CLASSMATES sing together. I wondering if we were separate. And, hard to meet each other. Yep, we will school in different Junior High School. Oh my God! I've being grown up! :D Being grown up it's hard without my friends. Yah, well, you were my friends too! But, i will miss them sooooooo muuuuuccchhh!!!

They always fill my boredom. When I cry they wiped my tears, they are always on my side. We always have jokes that makes us laugh. You know what? I always happy when I see their smile, I love happiness/ But, If we going to different school it means I can't see their face everyday. I will miss their laugh every morning. I will miss their voice when screaming. I will miss them.

I wish..
Oh, God! If we school in different Junior High School may we school in same High School/University? I hope we can meet again and together until end. And of course i will always remember Budi Mulia Dua. That makes me like this. Oh, God! May God bless us? May God bless my friends?

Yay, hope so. I will miss them so much.

I love you all my sixth cairo friends :*