If you watch movies and read teenlit, young-adult, or whatever-- you must have ever seen the popular girls dominate the shool, wearing short short skirts, amazing hair, make ups, cheerleading and of course hot guys around them. So, a few weeks ago I was so bored and I decided to looking for something that could make me sorta--um happy? I was scrolling through the app store and typed "school" because that's what comes first in my mind. There was this one app named "Surviving High School" and I was curious. The cover were girls and guys in high school uniform. Idk if it was a game at first so I was like is high school life is that hard so as we need pocket instructions on how to survive. Like are we in hunger games or what. And I downloaded it. I realize that its a sort of otome games (read my post about otome games here) in western version.
Just like the other games we have to submit our name or your whatsoever name (I typed my real name as I know that the game will set my name during the game). Oh and by the way it's not the "Surviving High School" game by EA. This one is abal-abal version gitu deh grafiknya. pft. I was thinking that I wil play as nerd and anti-social one and then get bullied by the popular girls and be like forever alone or maybe get along with another nerds and then fall in love and then we're gonna married and live happily ever after with two cute son and daughter with tons of books and tea to fill our lonely days on the rest of our lives with our grandchilds running and playing around in our weary old house as we sit on the rocking chair and will be dead and the story ends. Or for the worst ended up in suicide bcs they're so--ugh.
I was right. My avatar was wearing some old nerdy glasses and old fashioned-green top and three-quarter pants. The hair was tied in ponytail. And I was like thanks God this game really knows what happen in social teen life these days.
In the first day of school, my virtual dad--he has very thick mustache and half bald-- drove me to school. I walked down to the headmaster room, he said that I will be accompanied by the senior who will be my guide. I was wondering about cute guy and then we're gonna fall in love to each other. No. Hahah. I was one hundred percent wrong. It was a weird looking guy in black t-shirt, he seems never comb his hair bcs it covers his eyes and he was talking like a narcotics addict. As I was going to introduce myself he gave me the school map and said "We will never ever be friends." and he left. He is so nice, isn't he? :)
So I met two friends near the tree(?) they're unpopular and dumped. But really they're so nice they helped me to changed the way I look and in secs I turn to be somewhat pretty. Until I met the group of popular girls in cheerleaders costume walking towards me and they said I look nice, they said I remind them to certain celebrity like what. And without any chit chats they invited me to join them. I was going to say no right in front of their face. But I don't know why the system seems like forced me to make me join theeeemmmmmm so now I am a part of them. And break my promise with my real friends. I am feeling so guilty at that time.
And then well the story starts going to be weirder and weirder. I met cute guy and then we're like fall in love. But one of the school weirdo tells the whole school that I am now his girlfriend. And skip skip skip those problems,there we go a prom night and I was so mad that idk whatever bye the story is just so weird I ended up being the leader of the popular girls, I dumped bunch of loyal friends which makes me feeling so guilty at that time, and I was being so mean to people, and the cute guy went up with me and everything goes perfectly like the hell is happening. Bye this is the worst game I've ever played.
Saturday, March 22, 2014
Surviving High School : Mean Girls
Thursday, January 16, 2014
Strange Goal and Aspiration
Isn't it so bad that I come here just to say hi with a lot of reason of nonstop-busy-days-at-school and then ended up saying that I will have exams? Yes. Because that's what I am gonna say. Lol no jk I just passed final term exam month ago. I mean last year, on December 2nd 2013 exactly. And in one month...two months...three months... maybe four or five months later there'll be national exam, on May 2014 . Yeah. Ikr. Oh I even forgot to say "hi", well never mind. At least that's what makes this post different with the other one. It drives me crazy too for not showing up here because knowing the visitors and statistics are decreasing gradually. By the way, happy new year! Not quite excited though.
I have some new hobbies during my inactive time here; watching animes and snailmail. I am so thankful that some of my schoolmates are otakus. I don't even know that there were pretty much otakus there, I used to know only one... two.. yeah two. No, no, no I am not otaku hehe. But I like watching some animes on YouTube and read comics. Maybe some of you don't know that I really like comics since primary school. I used to obsessed of being a mangaka, maybe in grade 4-6 after obsessed of being astronaut and scientist. Oh about that strange aspiration, I'll tell you about it below. I even asked my mom to put me in manga school and bought me tutorial books of "how to draw bla bla bla". But fortunately.. my mom said no.
I am so addicted to Japan things in primary school; harajuku, cosplay, comics, etc. But then because of something-I-don't-remember it slowly faded by time. Haha. Well never mind let's just talk about /cough/ this. So I am gonna tell you my biggest dishonor things that I should not tell you. My biggest desire. Um no. Used to be my biggest desire. /dim lighting/
1 & 2. Astronaut and Scientist
I used to think that I will be a great scientist or astronaut at 2020 or 2025. My friends even called me Professor-with-big-head-and-almost-no-hair on the first grade. I can't even. Lol no I was just exaggerating. But seriously. Seriously I bought books of astronomy and everything about that. I used to remember a lot of astronauts name. I know who was the first man landing in the moon. I know the first dog landed in the moon. I know the apollo-things/?. I know who found the telescope. I know the spaceships and also the year. I know the story about Icarus and Daedulus and their wings. I know how the galaxy formed. And the big bang whatever. "I used to" know okay... I even almost buy telescope after doing a research on eBay and tokobagus/? /no. I even have star map/? I got free from magazine. How pity.
Ikr I am not that insane. At least I did this with my best friend. /lambaikan tangan ke Enno /lol jk :)
We did a lot of experiments from books we have. /cough/ /wearing eyeglasses/
The most-weird one is "contact aliens with math book" experiment. Howwww?? Let me show you. We did this twice, didn't we? :) Remember this, Eno? x) /isin/
After we done drawing these, we threw it outside school, and hoped the wind fly it to the space so the aliens or the martians could see it and contact us and maybe do some chit chat or tea party whatevs. Just thought that maybe one day they will contact us back with another code or anything. How weird.
You guys should understand this, because science in primary school is easy so it's one of my favorite subject. But right now since I met biology, science, chemistry, physics and those frustrating formulas. Lol I don't care. I am screwed up.
3. Detective or Spy
I don't really remember about this one. But I remember that I used to think that being detective is such a cool job. Imagine that you are doing this job in the name of justice!!! /fire blazing/ Even though in another side you are also risking your lives, family, and friends. And make sure that people don't know who you are. Because the enemy could be anyone and anywhere. Maybe I get inspired from Conan, Sherlock Holmes, and some spy movies. Oh, I used to did a research too and I am surfing through the internet again to get to know more about spy gears and tools :) You know invisible pen, hidden camera, gps, spy glasses, multifunction belt, laser, and those things. Can you imagine in the normal day you go to school like usual but after school you have to do a lot of secret missions against the villains? And then you go downstairs to the basement and get into a capsule that bring you to the secret room or lab or whatever. Is that... awesome? And you know the feeling when you can solve a very hard clue that brings you even closer to the answer. And you're like "I know it's gonna be this easy.". But when it's impossible to solve you'll be like "How dare you do this to me!?" /eat grass /no
4. Mangaka or Artist
Yes. As I have told you. I am not a fan though I just have a few comics, I mostly borrow or read it on some free website hahaha. Poor you.
I do love drawing even though the result mostly not like what I had expected hahahahahaha. I used to addicted so much. This things are comes because Eno, I often went to her house and painting something and ended up doing nothing. We drew on canvas or whatever.
5. Writer
I like read books of course. And I used to think that I can be a writer. I have some folders contain some stories I have wrote or the one in progress /what. Mostly are unfinished and I am not sure I will finish it because I am so dope. It's fun in the beginning and I often stopped in 30+pages or when I reach chapter 3-4 I honestly don't know what should I do with the rest of it. Too many plots and words and sentences in my head running through my scalps and crawling like pieces of nowhere. That's it.
Well that's it. I know I am weird.
Bye.
4. Mangaka or Artist
Yes. As I have told you. I am not a fan though I just have a few comics, I mostly borrow or read it on some free website hahaha. Poor you.
I do love drawing even though the result mostly not like what I had expected hahahahahaha. I used to addicted so much. This things are comes because Eno, I often went to her house and painting something and ended up doing nothing. We drew on canvas or whatever.
5. Writer
I like read books of course. And I used to think that I can be a writer. I have some folders contain some stories I have wrote or the one in progress /what. Mostly are unfinished and I am not sure I will finish it because I am so dope. It's fun in the beginning and I often stopped in 30+pages or when I reach chapter 3-4 I honestly don't know what should I do with the rest of it. Too many plots and words and sentences in my head running through my scalps and crawling like pieces of nowhere. That's it.
Well that's it. I know I am weird.
Bye.
Thursday, December 05, 2013
Officially Fifteen !!
2ND of DECEMBER!!!!
15
Am I really that old already?
Alhamdulillah, Allah has given me another day and let me breath in this beautiful world. :)
Thank you for my parents and my brothers for waking me up at mid night. Actually they thought that I have been sleeping when I was "trying to", so when they go upstairs and went into my room I suddenly said "oh God I am gonna laughing." to be honest, and then I blew the cake, I mean the candles. I am so happy that in my fifteenth birthday beside I got hundreds of wishes I also got a video and a record! Never happened in my life, not popular one.
The happy birthday video comes from my classmates, SwekCrew. SwekCrew is idk.... Let me explain it in my point of view. Er btw I am the first fan of them, I am a Swekcrewer x) /? So they're a group of stress creative people, they do lipsync and upload it on YouTube. I don't know maybe they're obsessed with Cherrybelle. But I am so grateful that they made a video for me /wipe tears/. I just don't understand why you guys named the video with "Maaf ya Feb" (read : sorry feb). But that's ok at least you guys used Taylor Swift's song "22" as you know that I am a Swifty!!!! And I am loving the paper thingssssss especially the "nganu". Makasiiiihhh yip Mudia, Indah, Tika, and Novi YOU GUYS ARE CRAZY♡♥♡♥ Here's the video!! Yip yip yip!
Thursday, October 03, 2013
Stressed

I am not stressed out, but I do love desserts.
Well um I am stressed out, I have exams next week and I am still playing !!!
Eh.
Hey guys it's funny I just type "I have exams next week" on google.
And ping! *entry popped up* Someone just asked on Yahoo! Answer this question:
I have exams next week and I don't know how to prepare !? Help!!
lol silly.
Haha jk, God bless you.
/scrolling through the answers/
So...
You just helped buddy. *even though I didn't read the entire*
Love you guys bye I have to take a breath and let my brain decide /?
Monday, September 30, 2013
Firmoo Giveaway Winners
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For the winners, I'll send you email as soon as I get the codes to be used on Firmoo.com .
By the way, thank you for everyone who joined this giveaway, I really appreciate your efforts!
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Wednesday, August 14, 2013
Firmoo International Giveaway 2013! [CLOSED]
I recently got my left eye blurry, I might be too often use computers and mobile phones more than 2 hours per day. I just can't get rid of Twitter and games, many people can't. It's like drugs. By the way, I'm so excited because I hit 100 followers. As soon as I reached 100 followers I've planned to thank you all by hosting my very first giveaway!
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Friday, July 26, 2013
Complicated - Part 1 {Fiction}
Hello I am a grade 9 student now!!! and I am happy, free, confused, and lonely at the same time. It's miserable and magical. So, um UN 2014 is closer... And I really have to work harder for this cause I don't want to replay the same mistakes. Pardon me of every single things I did and pray for me puh-lease :) By the way I'm so happyyyyyyyy that CHELSEA was here at Indonesia and play against Indonesia All Star at GBK. Unfortunately, I have to stayed at home and I was chanting like a weirdo as long as they play. I am not fully satisfied bcs there's no Torres, Mata, Oscar, Luiz, and other players that was playing for Confederations Cup. Oh and Lampard & Cech didn't play yesterday :( So sad. But at least I could see Hazard, Lukaku, Ramires, Ivanovic, etc. It was a good game, though not special bcs there's less of attack from Indonesia. I hope it will be another lesson so Timnas Indonesia will be better and better. The full time ended with 8 goal for Chelsea and 1 own goal for Indonesia. I just knew that the coach and one of player from Indonesia is the blues. And I really love the 3rd kit 2013/2014; it's not black. it's blue.
Blue is the color, football is the game
We're all together and winning is our aim
So cheer us through to the sun and rain
Cause Chelsea.. Chelsea is our name
Oh and by the way... I make a fiction series, the first part is down below... I'm a bit confused to name the title, so I named it "Complicated". Hehehe....
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Part 1 – Freshman Year
It
was a warm sunny day in September, the lights even brighter than the sun. She
has been waiting for this day, a brand new day in the freshman year as a college
student. She wears her best shirt and jeans, and do her brunette in side braid
like Katniss Everdeen.
Kara
wasn’t one of the smart and diligent one, she’s not really good at almost all
subtitles. But don’t ask me how good she is in music and theatre. This university
has the most famous choir and theatre club. That’s why she always waiting for
this day for years because this is the only way to reach her dream.
But
she still had to follow math and science classes which she hates as much as she
hates burritos. “I don’t understand with this university. Why we have to learn
math and science, when will you think we could use algebra in real life? Do you
remember when we were taught to find the x and blah blah blah in junior high
school?” said Kara while walking in rush holding bunch of books towards the
class.
“Me
too. I just want to be a public speaker though. You know like Ellen Degeneres!
Hahaha that would be crazy, I’ll have a show called ‘Rebecca Russell Show’ every Saturday night. Make sure you don’t
miss every single episodes or I’ll come to your house and make you pay!”
“Interesting.
And I’ll be like ‘Oh my God! oh my God! Rebecca
Russell has just visited my house ‘cause I miss one of her show’ Hahahaha!”
“Don’t
worry, I’ll invite you to my show someday. Hahaha! Of course to sing your favorite
songs in junior high school, ‘The Adam
Higuain’ song.”
“Oh
my God that nerd! I heard he went here to, didn't he?”
“Yes,
and he took Natural Science which is including astrophysics, pathology, pharmacology,
plant sciences, zoologi, genetics, chemistry, biochemi—wait, there he is!”
Suddenly,
Kara hit a guy and the books falling. “I’m sorry I don’t know you were there.
It’s heavy. Sorry.” said Kara politely—just in case if he is one of the
sophomore, remember it’s their first day. The guy just glance at her. “Sorry, I
am Kara Thornfield—freshman.”
“I
don’t ask for your name. Stupid.” And he just walked away like nothing has
happened.
“What
did he want!!? Not apologize but called me a stupid instead!”
“Chill out, Kara...at least he is adorable.”
“So what’s the point of being a handsome guy but has a bad attitude?!”
“I didn’t say he was handsome...”
“There’s no difference.”
“It’s 9.15, and I think we’re in wrong way, it’s History Class.”
***
They
were in a opposite direction and ran towards the Math Class. They are really in
trouble on their first day. It’s not good.
Saturday, June 01, 2013
Hello June! Hella BRISTALESTIC !
Hello June!
Time walks so fast huh? Well , as I always said on my last post on March, too busy at school all the time. Moreover I will have exams next weekkkk!!!!!! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA. It's not all because I'm not ready yet, but it means I'll move to another class in grade 9 which makes me sad :(((( , counting the day, wishing the headmaster change the rules or whatevs. I'll miss them, Bristalestic, even though we can still meet everyday but it's just.... uh. Ikr I'm forget, Bristalestic is the name of my class, 8Bristalestic {Brilliant, Smart, Talented, and Fanstastic}. I loveeeeeeeeee them. *hugs*
By the way if u are one of my classmates in the previous class, then you should know why. I don't want if you then call me a selfish(even tho I am selfish) and blame me with those lies. Things you have to know are ; even though I don't want to go back to previous class doesn't mean I'm forget you, I just don't have things to say. I write this post bcs I just want them to know that I really love 'em, I do.
It was really great to meet 'em, they really know how they should be around me. Best classmate ever. I remember the very first week in 8Bristalestic, it was really quite. Really quiet. Until the second week, it was like..........asdfghjkl so awful. I remember when we held the first "gowes" (?), riding bicycle together to certain place. They were going to Candi Sambisari and went fishing together. Unfortunately, I couldn't come because my parents didn't allow me. Urggh.
Wednesday, March 20, 2013
Otome Games! ไนๅฅณใฒใผใ
Hey!
Feeling so sad can't update this blog since the last post on 2012, doesn't mean I didn't check this blog. Yes, I frequently open this blog to check out who are leaving comments or who are now following me. Thanks! I've planned to publish a New Year Post but I didn't. Too lazy and too busy to sitting in front of the computer for more than an hour, it hurts my eyessss. I was having a lot of hard day, homeworks, tasks, and everything, I just can't get rid of it. I have a lot of things to tell you, but seems I can't, I lost the note. I forgot. Heheee~~~ You may didn't notice, but I have changed this blog a bit. No, not the template (will be change it soon.), not either the font or everything like that. I'm just make a decisions last week... a big decision for my entire life and the day after tomorrow, the afterlife, or whatever. I don't have to say it, just if you're notice. I wish it's a right decision.
By the way, I'm getting so addicted to Otome Games lately. Omg it drives me crazy. A lot. Right, Otome Games(ไนๅฅณใฒใผใ otome gฤmu) is a video game that is toward to a female market, where one of the main goals, besides the plot goal, is to develop a romantic relationship between the female player character and one of several male, or occasionally female characters. It's a visual novels, which is you as the main player determine the direction of the story by choosing the option. Actually, the only thing makes me fully addicted to Otome Games beside the plot is...the admirable guys!! x)) Manga guys are cute.
The very first game I played is from Voltage, Inc, "In Your Arms Tonight" (You can download it in Play Store). Sadly, I could just play the Prologue, which is free, and I instantly addicted! It costs about $4 each character (they provides up to 6 characters). In the main story, we can choose who we can get along with, even all (but yet we still have to pay). Same as the main story, we still have to pay if we want to play the Epilogue. So, I'm going to tell you each of series I have played. *cough*
Sunday, December 30, 2012
Hatred is Madness of the Heart ~ Lord Byron

H-E-Y
You know, every new post I always start with "Hey!" "Hello!" "I miss this blog blah blah blah.." and act like oh-I-miss-this-blog-so-much , but right now I don't feel like to use that strange-awkward-creepy-happy voice, I mean just for now and maybe some other day. Although God gave me a lot of valuable moments, chances, and surprises this month, I also face a lot of problems (not much, i'm just exaggerating) which a lot of people don't know. They don't know much about me, they just pretend. It's not a big probs, it's just me which makes it bigger, don't you ever do that too? So that everyone would keep watching on you, and they say nice words for you such as "are you okay?" "tell me, maybe I can help you." "it's okay, (your name)..." "It's not your fault, it's......" "I don't mean to bother you, but, would you like to tell me what's happening?" "God always beside you, don't worry." and so on. It doesn't mean I dislike those words which most of them are a lie, a fake attention pure-hearted attention. I hope you don't misunderstanding, those words are nice and makes me feeling better, I mean "thanks for your (I hope it's not fake) attention". Please be honest, have you ever give true attention you gave to your friends which in heart-breaking moments? I bet yes, me too. But, have you ever give a fake attention just because you want to be look nicer. K, it's actually a confession. Sometimes.
I am getting closer with some people recently and I realized something that you might have realized much time before me. As examples; have you ever feel nervous and you think someone will do better than you? Imagine you are in a concert, you were soooo nervous but when you see another participant it was like oh yeah they are good. Yeah so-so. (This is what I feel) but when my turn... I can't do this, kill me now. How if I make a mistakes and people will bla-bla-bla... They're good and I'm not. But in another side, I want to show my skill, I know I'm good enough, I know I can do that, I just want to make them proud. Always. I told my friends how I felt (also a participant), I told them how I want to end this as fast as I can and just go home, prayed bad things so the concert will be canceled. Guess what my friend did? She told me she was as nervous as me, she thinks she can't do that(even I think she's the best, and I know she knows it) and I was like DUDE, LOOK AT YOURSELF. YOU ARE AMAZING, STOP COMPLAINING, I KNOW I'M NOT EVEN BETTER THAN YOU. I just want to be the last participant. But being the last is worse, it was like the only person who waits in the station at the midnight alone(horror movies). But in the end, we have to do it whatever happen. I'm remembering my experiences, mix it. I remember a lot of quote say : you are depends on what you think. So I start think deeply, find out what the actual meaning of that quote. No..no.. I use my brain because I didn't found it on google, ouch. I don't know the real meaning but...I think we are what they think about me, it same like they are depends on what we think. I JUST CAN'T EXPLAIN WHAT I WANT TO SAY. Just if you know what I mean.
I really want to share the story in detail, but I can't because I think it's too private and hurt others. I just hate it...I hate it so much when my anger turns into tears. I feel weak. A small anger starts from mood, bad mood destroys everything, and you know why girls get badmood easily...yeah. Before you judge me because someone judge me, I don't want you think if I never judge someone who might have judge someone. Complicated. Hell-yeah I know we must have did that or maybe right now doing that. But whatever, nobody's care & nobody's perfect. We say "don't judge the other" when ourselves judging others. We say "Slap two faces of a hypocrite.", now who has two faces? As I said...we ever did that. Me too. And sometimes I feel hypocrite when I think I always do the right things at all...when I actually not. Nobody wants to claim themselves as a wrong person at all. Some of them maybe don't want to claim themselves wrong, even when they totally wrong. They will always think they have did a good job. Not all. I don't want to judge just in the dark side which you can easily say "HAHA you just judge them in one side!! stupid.". In another side, judging and being hypocrite is somehow good. WHAT?! WHICH PART IS GOOD?!
Before I tell you my opinion. According to dictionary...
judg-ment noun
1. an act or instance of judging.
2. the ability to judge, make a decision, or form an opinion objectively, authoritatively, and wisely, esp. in matters affecting action; good sense; discretion: a man of sound judgment.
hyp-o-crite noun
- a person who pretends to have virtues, moral orreligious beliefs, principles, etc., that he or she doesnot actually possess, especially a person whoseactions
- belie stated beliefs.a person who feigns some desirable or publiclyapproved attitude, especially one whose private life,opinions, or statements belie his or her publicstatements.
source : google
THIS IS WHAT I GOT.
1. Critical thinking.
2. You don't know how people think about you before someone is judge you. Hey, don't you want to be a better human? Self-assessment.
3. You know who has two faces. *meme face*
3. You know who has two faces. *meme face*
4. You can make a decision.
Poor me. I'm forget what I'm going to write actually. Smh.
Poor me. I'm forget what I'm going to write actually. Smh.

yeah, that's true. Love takes our tears.
By the way, WE ARE SO CLOSE TO NEW YEAR 2013!! okay I know...I know...I'm so sad. So damn sad. I don't have any plan for new year, this year doesn't like the past few years. First, I don't gather with my big fam, they do their own bussiness. And I'm here just with my mom, dad, and lil bro. Maybe I'll celebrate new year with my grandma & grandpa, I know it will be super boring. But somehow it's just good. And about my fam, they're stay in Jakarta and I'm not going to Jakarta this year. The other thing which makes me so disappointed is...Miss KidZania Jakarta 2009-2011 is held a reunion TODAY. I wonder how happy they are, ah I miss them so much. Although I'm not a winner, yea just a semi-finalist but at least I got experiences.
Talking about 2013, I often see a lot of people do "wishlist" every months. And as long as I remember maybe I'm just joining one or maybe two hashtag which tell our wishlist. Not long after that I'm just thinking, why we have to do that wishlist every month and write it on Twitter. I mean, if we want our wish granted...we can pray and try, not by write it on Twitter. But that's ok, there is no harm in it right? So, why don't we try to write our wishlist for 2013. (I bet people will write their wishlist soon.). I've set up a plan for 2013, I hate it so much when sometimes I made a plan that didn't go well. I would love to do craft, yeah did it sometimes; paper, recycling, styrofoam, unwanted stuffs. When they day came... "ok, I'll do it tomorrow...tomorrow...yeah next week maybe." and end up with do nothing but Twitter instead. I wish I could do quality activities in the upcoming holidays, doesn't like this holiday which just end up with sleep, eat, twitter-ing ( a lot) , and watching movies... so wasting time! I also hope that I will have some Chelsea FC Stuffs next year. I don't want anything but happiness!
Guys, what's your plan for 2013? :) SEE YA ON THE NEXT YEAR! HAPPY NEW YEAR! *lotsaluv*
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